Gee, but it's hard
When one lowers one's guard
to the vultures

Now, me I regard it
A torturous hardship
that smoulders

Like a peppermint eaten away
Will I fight? Will I swagger, or sway?

Tee hee, milady
She cries like a baby
Scold us

See her tumbling down

Heil to the monkey
We're having a funky reunion
Wasted and sunk
he can only have Sunday communion

He's got nicotine stains in his eyes
He's got nothing to protect but his pride
Oh smothered a kiss
Or be drowned in blissful confusion
-velvet goldmine
i am steve and my name is steve... i look like the boy in the pictures... altho perhaps even better looking in person... yes it is possible... i go thru extremes... i can look like the boy next door type if i'd like... but then again i could also go out looking like the daemonic lovechild of Stan and a gypsy lady that Stan shagged way back in the Old Days when demons roamed the earth and gypsy ladies danced like... umm... gypsy ladies...
HOME
Yo que te quiero tanto, que voy a hacer?
Me dejaste...me dejaste como una paloma
El alma se me fue; se me fue el corazon
Ya no tengo ganas de vivir porque no te puedo convencer
Que no te vendas.
--moulin rouge
I embrace my desire to
I embrace my desire to
feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow
to feel inspired to fathom the power, to witness the beauty,
to bathe in the fountain,
to swing on the spiral
to swing on the spiral
to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human.

With my feet upon the ground I move myeslf between the sounds and open wide to suck it in.
I feel it move across my skin.
I'm reaching up and reaching out. I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me.
what ever will bewilder me.
And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been.
We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been.
Spiral out. Keep going.
Spiral out. Keep going.
Spiral out. Keep going.

-TOOL
it's the disease of the age
it's the disease that we crave
alone at the end of the ride
we catch the last bus home
corporate america wakes
coffee republic and cakes
we open the latch on the gate
of the hole that we call our home
protect me from what i want
protect me from what i want
protect me from what i want
prtoect me protect me

maybe we're victims of fate
remember when we'd celebrate
we'd drink and get high until eight
but now we're all alone
wedding bells aint gonna chime
with both of us guilty with crime
and both of us sentenced to time
and now we're all alone
protect me from what i want
protect me from what i want
protect me from what i want
protect me protect me
-placebo
if only i could be as cool as you
older pictures ------->
Steve ... 20 yrs old - livin in chicago
school at UIC ... job as a student worker
no religion - shy and introverted at times
enjoy insanity - drama-less
i like my tongue
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