Fiends forever

Our friends are what define us, they help shape our path

And as times change so do out relationships, situations, and place

With a change in relationships comes a change in friends. Some times it’s a good change but others…. Well you can imagine what I would say… but it takes a lot for you to claim and truly mean that they will be a friend forever. 

Sure we have friends that we feel like that at our various stages in life… but a true friend is one who walks through all of the stages with you…

In recent years I have seen my friends come and go… and I often question what it is I am doing wrong… the conclusion that has been reached by myself (with the help of many others) is that I am an egotistical self-righteous worthless piece of crap!

So to all my one-time friends out there… I most humbly apologize…

I am not worthy of anything you have too offered me…

Every friend I have had in the past 4 years I now no longer talk to all because we have either grown apart… or I have done something that has made our relationship irreconcilable so for this blunder, which is entirely my fault, I unreservedly apologize.

I apologize for the crap I have said, the lies I have told, and the times I have ripped you off.

I apologize for the times I read 2 deep into the meanings of our conversations, and not taking hints…

I apologize for the times when I wouldn’t listen (2 preoccupied)

And I apologize for being so self centered and jealous when I need not be…

I hope that some time in the future… we can try to patch up our severed links… I hope that we can re develop our relationship lost in a web of lies, deceit and superficiality…

I am going to do everything in my power to right the wrongs from when I wounded the innocent…

And I pray that we can be…. Friends forever