Contract of Duration

 

you can't see it

There is a restraint to be drawn between
survival and success; that line begins
with distinguishing self from nonself,
to know what is you and what is not.
At the other end of that contour is
happiness; the means by which you actualize it
is directly proportionate to the degree
in which you will take delight in it.

From the first breath I drew, and the resulting
screams issued, I was taking an oath to stay
the duration; and survive I have.
Constant resistance to the daily cancers that plague us
wears thin the skin, erodes the soul
and fatigues the spirit at times.
I am a combatant and the wounds
grow numerous; yet tissue heals.

Time does not heal all wounds, it merely
medicates; the fibers of the soul heal
some lesions, but efforts have to be made
to keep them closed. I will endeavor
to seal them off forever and to shield
the soul from impending damage;
yet I will struggle with the probability
that I will have to bare it --
and share it once again.



2000 Mary Coleman

What It Means...
I'm a fighter, I'm a loner, and I hate to share myself (ironic that I'm doing just that with my poetry).  This is me coming to grips with the fact that I'm here, and that through all I've come, the hardest part is still sharing of myself.  I suppose it will take a while to get used to that, if ever.  Maybe that's why I have only 7 poems to put up here?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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