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i told you that sometimes i wonder
why i didn’t do things differently
and you ask me if i regret
the choices i made in the past
i lied to you when i said no
but in my lie there was truth
some days i can’t believe i was so naïve
sometimes i feel like in those
years was so much wasted time
i want to go back; relive my life
make more friends; date more guys
sometimes i absolutely hate you
for all the things you made me feel
i hate that i let those
feelings rule my life
but then i stop, regain myself
and i realize that’s not me –
i don’t regret my choices
just the people we’ve become