So soft:
'I could touch you all day’
you say to me from across the table
the words slip so freely from between your lips
though I don’t think you meant to be so frank
and your fingers tickle as they
sweep across my skin so fleeting
and I feel the blush spread
even as I try desperately
to tamp the heat from rising to my face
and teeth clamp down on my tongue
before it can form the words
in an open invitation
for your hands to roam across my flesh
in awe and exploration of
the softness you could have as your own
if ever you dared to stake such a claim
then, quickly, your fingers are gone
and I swallow my thoughts
as the moment is lost
like so many others before it
and I raise my gaze before you can drop yours and
our eyes meet for a brief instant
but just long enough for me to notice
the look on your face – familiar yet foreign
intentions that I can’t discern
and it terrifies me, the thought
that you may be the only one to ever
make me feel so deeply
but I hide that thought
away behind a nervous laugh
and we drink our tea, instead,
in a quiet nostalgia that
tastes of love