never meant to:

i know you never meant to do it
but you hurt me all the same
just like i never meant to
fall in love with my best friend.
how awkward it must have been for you
but you don’t know how lonely it always was for me
knowing i could never tell you
all the things i ever wanted to say.
and i’m sure the whole fucked up thing
made you mad and anxious
but all of your resentment
pales to my disappointment.
and i’m sorry for this whole mess
i’m sorry i ever told you ‘i love you’
i’m sorry i poured my heart out
in the hopes you’d see how i cared.
i know you never meant to do it
but you broke my heart all the same.