it hurts too much to feel:

i need to be somewhere other than here right now
i have no more tears left to cry
i’m numb; it’s so unreal; things like this just don’t happen
i don’t know what’ll come next
how we will all go on?
i have nothing left inside me to be strong
it’s raining outside in the dark, cold streets
it’s been raining inside me all day
the heavens are crying with me
the clouds hurt like i do too
i have nothing left inside me to be strong
i have no more tears to cry
but they keep coming; i can’t stop
and maybe somehow i’ll go on.