Tuesday 2nd Decemeber-- Me in da honey! Woo-wee!
- You know; I think things are ACTUALLY picking up now! I got lots of pressies for everyone, I haven't strayed towards the evil of pie (delicious but unhealthy) AND I'm back in the game! Yippie! Went to a costume party on Saturday night (I forgot about it so went as a drummer; go figure) but ran into my old school chum dressed as a hippie and all was fun and glorious. Have tons to do with regards to UCAS, coursework, etc but meh I'll do it. Hopefully.
Thursday 20th November-- So which one am I again?
- Ohhh it's been a GOOD few days (hint of sarcasm). Try to imagine one bisexual versus a room full of Muslims and a Roman Catholic discussing gay and lesbian rights. And it wasn't even midday!! Poo bags...
So that sucked. Plus random fights AND finding out my favourite axe-man is in the A&E for 'undisclosed' reasons just tipped off the day. Oh but the forums are so much fun to play with. Tell a bunch of hystericals that he has leprasy and watch them cry.... muhahaha.
Sorry should be worried more but always take all news with cynicism which is better than crazyiness and hair-ripping. I swear one of them will die and I'll be the one going 'Hey duets are in this year!'. Sad.
Sunday 9th November-- I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me.
- So life is going well so far. My ex has just commited the same 'I don't think we're right for eachother' with his new girl, in exactly the same time-space he did with me! The pattern is quite scary actually. Enough bitching I'm getting revved up for uni by broadening my reading and writing skills to prove I can and actually enjoying time at school. Nothing like a hard lesson of English then spending the next hour playing Grand Theft Auto in the common room.
Woo.
Friday 31st October-- Hallowe'en and homework. Anything scarier??
- Dear God I haven't done this for a while. Woo I saw Hanson LIVE!! Which was beyond fun; I met tons of happy people (I still smell of Carlsburg from the huge East German couple sat next to me in the que) and now refuse to take off my Hanson tank top and badges they threw in to the crowd. We even entertained the que with our 'infectious' singing and I met their dad! Oh the fun...
Elsewhere out of Hanson land I am entertaining a bunch of homies tonight for Hallowe'en so am trying to make cocktails (which'll be nuts) and carve pumpkins that don't look like their mocking me. Hmmmm do I even have a scary movie in the house??
Wednesday 27th August-- Suddenly Strong Enough To Break sounds all the more sinister...
- There are rumours afoot all about the whole Island records problem being MUCH harsher than we first thought. Lets just say Strong Enough To Break was dedicated to the record label.
I had a great time at Towersey and now own some bongos and a rain stick! Woo! All the guys dressed in drag on the last night and I'm talking G-strings, shaven legs, big boobs-- the works. They were strangly attractive. Nothing could be funnier than seeing my mate in a tu-tu like dress with his pint of fosters showing of his newly-tattooed arse to all passing men. And I have pics to prove it! Madness. =)
Holiday with family was nuts too and I got a nice tan to boot. It's all gravy baby!
Tuesday 22nd July-- If needs be there will be Mmmbop on my suicide note-- just to confuse people =)
- Well I have been working and reading a MILLION books for English next year, while on the side enjoying time with my friends in a drunken state singing Gay Bar. Woo! I'm also a part of a play with AYA whcih is fun aside from watch my ex with his new girl (who is just too nice to hate as well!). Only problem is I have to fight for a part I love playing against my EX! Aggghhh! Just cos he's a guy they think he should be the lead boy part? Not on my watch!
Anyway summer is fun-- we should have it more often. Woo!
Tuesday 15th July-- Woo! Slaps and giggles!
- Yay I am all summery and happy. I am now just about OVER my break-up phases, except the last which I am probably on called 'Acceptance'. Woo to me! That doesn't mean I lose the right to call my ex a sadistic bastard though, because there's an unwritten rule about that one. Anyway I have all my friends which mean tons more to me and so will be spending the summer chilling with them... oh and working. So by the end of the summer I will be rich and happy Yayness.
Thursday 3rd July-- Sad music and Buffy reruns. Yay.
- OKay, I think I'm going to go into extensive research on PBUAD (post Break-Up Adrenaline Rush) because I am experiencing all the symptons. I shall explain it better later but for the moment I am just hating the ex and feeling fat. It's true; you do eat more after a break up and I am proof of that. Tell you what helps though- the new Christina album. Bloody good to make you feel better, especially Get Away, Fighter, Underappreciated and Impossible. Just play those and you feel better.
Ugh, gonna go do yoga now to feel better; and maybe eat a banana. Rock on.
Thursday 12th June-- Bambi dancing is fun...
- Horrah exams are OVER! (does a Bambi dance) So that's one big weight off of my shoulders, but unfortunately now it's on to A2 and it already seems a lot tougher. Hopefully I'll stick to it and get good grades if not I'll be an unsuccessful writer living in a loft (like now =). Plus I'm now learning to drive so fun fun all the way. Yay. Like the cleaning of a house, it never ends...
Wednesday 4th June-- The countdown for the EXAM continues...
- I am currently in the middle of a HUGE revision session with mates and trying to make heads and tails of the many ethical theories and Muhammad's (PBUH) life without freaking out completely. Fun. I'm sure I'll be Okay but then again my mind is a fickle thing so it's also screamnig YEAH RIGHT in my ear.
Ah well, it's only exams, a placement at uni, a future... Sigh.
Saturday 31st May-- Midnight ramblings
- I seem to be online doing tons of stuff in the middle of the night. Strange. Man I am going to scrape and save like ALL my money for a new computer or a laptop. I am just too too tired of this thing that freezes and breaks down and junk. Grrr indeed. Maybe I should be an owl? But then it's nice and hot outside in the day so I'd miss that too. Plus night-time gets boring. I think I'll go upstairs and watch the Animatrix (AGAIN) or write more crap to random stories. Or perhaps revise. Yay. Options at midnight are so so fun.
Thursday 15th May
- Woo-hoo! I am a Happy Bunny at this minute! Yay! I am now a hanson.netter (or whatever the kids are calling themselves these days =) so yay happiness! And my God it's worth it. To hear new songs, watch clips of the documentary, read amusing anecdotes and look at more pictures than theories on how the Titanic sunk-- boy it's cool.
I was a bit of a sceptic of the whole hanson.net thing because I always think all fans should have access to new stuff-- but really we're just paying so they can stay online. They've sussed the website-costs-but-don't-gain thing and it really works well.
Uhhh, I really think I should hide my visa card because now I've spent �55 in two days-- and when I didn't have a pincode! Ah well I now own the entire collection of JTHM and Squee comics-- so I'm a happy bunny. Yay.
Monday 12 May
- I can't actually believe how little men have evolved in this day and age, despite all the efforts made to show and teach them otherwise. What does a girl have to do to prove they are not objects to boys? I'm still in shock that a boy still thinks it's Okay for them to slap a girl on the arse and call them that. It's like their prehistoric selfs never died out! That's why I love Islam, that basically says (in femenist language here) 'Men are pigs so cover up because otherwise they'll just think you're putting a show on for them.' Which is exactly how men think. My sister believes in this theory that men just can't live without sex for a long period of time; like it is in their nature to just connect all thoguhts with their manhood and nothing else.
God I love a good man-hating debate after being humiliated.
Sunday 11th May
- Horrah my art exam went well. For all those who care a pic of it is here. Huzzah. Also don't get me started on the Three Nails Short issue cos I'm happy at the moment. If you wanna see the best response to it- read Satan's Childs on the TNS guestbook Bloody funny.
Getting tired of arguing- just gonna leave it now unless they write something rude back. And will they stop blessing me?? "God bless you..." and "May God bless you..." Do I need blessing, really? I have a strong belief in God but just not an organized one. Simple. Can't people understand that??
Monday 5th May
- All I can do at the moment is write on this seeing as it only takes about three minutes to do. At this second I'm sitting here getting high on turpentine and Bob Dylan (art exam in two days) and trying to avoid the new Madonna video on MTV. She... raps... uggghhhh! No wonder they banned the video-- it was probably about eight minutes longer.
Thursday 1st May, 2003
- Woooh! Watched X-Men 2 today and it was quite funky, especially having my boyfriend telling me 'what will happen next!' as according to the comics and video games. GEEK! Ah well-- I could tell you the entire Spider-Man history, I mean, if you like... =) God that cartoon rocked. ANYWAY, I can't do much on here because I have a ton of work to do over the next few weeks PLUS the ever-so-fun exams are coming round the bend. Woah is me...
Monday 28th April, 2003
- D'you know what? All I wanted to do was sit around in my house alone listening to sombre music and getting depressed. That's all I wanted! But NO! I have homework. So instead of listening to More Than Anything (and crying), A Song To Sing (and crying), Bridges of Stone (and crying) and Smile (also crying) I shall be miserable doing bloody prep work. Grrrrrrrr....
Thursday 24th April, 2003
- You know every time I write Leicester it always seems wrong. Anywa the Superstars was a bunch of laughs and managed to embaress myself by singing on stage. Why do I do it? Not sure still. Just tradition now. Glad we had booze though to make up for it. I really wanna write loads of my stories BUT got tons of revision and am forcing myself to do more art coursework seeing as the exam is like in two weeks. Poo.
Tuesday 22nd April, 2003
- Horrah-- nothing like getting up at half seven to watch some more Lee Evans. Bloody hilarious if you haven't already heard his stuff. MONKEY BOY!! hehe. Anyway I'm off to Leicester today to learn...urrr...stuff... Basically I see it as an excuse to travel with my mates and do crazy shite-- whether or not that happens will be in the next blog of mine. OH! I wanna do a poll thingy on here just to PROVE to my mate Rach that guitar-players are better than piano-players. (OK, OK, it's the ever-lasting battle over Ike Vs Tay-- but same thing right??) Anyway toodles! Remember-- Never put a sock in a toaster, never put jam on a magnet, never suck the juice out of a tractor, never lean over on Tuesday...
Saturday 19th April, 2003
- Sitting at home with my window open when my eyes turn blue, I'm thinking of you... Sorry, song stuck in my head. Have no time to study yet still writing shite on here- hmm, interesting... The nerve of programmers putting RELIGION on during Easter weekend! What do they think it's a religious holiday or something? Watched Hunchback Of Notre Dame today-- probably the very last singalong Disney film to be made. Lovely. Really wanna write more of my stories but know if I do I'll be here till day break. Must... resist... CAN'T! This scene I'm writing is TOO important! (and FUN!) Laters.
- Thursday 17th April, 2003
EVERYBODY must listen to The Transplant's 'Diamonds and Guns' by order of Queen Liz! (Not the real one mind you-- me). The only way I can describe that song is 'hip-hop rock on a train.' Woo woo! I also urge all you of the Scream Squad to find the Yo Kidz video-- it's the best special effects since Hammer Horror! (Uh, see here for more info =)
Monday 14th April, 2003
- I spent the day painting a wall! Yay! Well it was a mural and it was groovy to say the least. =) In fact it was psychedelic! Yeah baby! Anyway was listening to 50 Cent and his Wanksta cru on Radio 1. Hahahaha-- does he know what that means?? He kinda loses his credibility that way. =)
Friday 11th April, 2003
- There's nothing more depressing than watching Z-list celebrities parade their house on MTV like we care. Wow! The second bass-player from some random pop-rock-punk band has yet ANOTHER Jacuzzi! I think everybody in America has one each- even those without homes.
And why do they all have a really nice room they never use? What's the point of it? Are they admitting they're not good enough to be in it's presence?
Still- always make me wanna clean my room.
And teenybopper thoughts are slipping in... can't.. stop... them... Hey! Wonder what Hanson's 'crib' looks like?? Damn! Nearly fought it off...