We loaded our luggage into the jeep and sped off to my beach bungalow. We got there in no time and were unpacking our things. I took the master bedroom, while John and George to the ones across the hall. All unpacked, I got the itch to go swimming. I pulled my black two piece bathing suit out and got dressed grabbing a towel as I walked out the door to see if The guys wanted to join me.

"Hey guys, I'm going out for a swim care to join me." I yelled from the hall. They both poked there head's out to say they would meet me outside.

Not in the mood for sea water I decided to take a dip in the pool. I dove straight into the water and swam a couple of laps. The water was cool, just what I needed to cure the heat. I was doing some under water laps when I felt my self being lifted up and vaulted into the air coming down into a belly flop against the water. I came up for air just in time to see both John and George swimming after me. I dove under the water grabbing John's legs and pulling him under. As he came up for air I called a truce and he reluctantly gave up. We swam around generally goofing around for and hour or so getting out of the water because we need to eat.

We had plenty of food, because I had planned to come up here sometime during this month so it was stocked with canned goods and other things, for fresh foods all I had to do was go down the way to the Jennings house. I had called them in advance telling them I was making a trip up within the month and they gladly told me that I would have fresh food when I got there.

After dinner we cleaned up and I noticed that it was getting dark out the air felt cool and I intended to go for a walk on the beach. I pulled a white blouse and some shorts on before heading out. As I was about to step out of the door John stopped me.

"Where are you off to Sun?"

"Oh, I was just about to go on a walk, would you like to join me." John's face lit up.

"Sure, I'll come along."

We walked out into the serene night, the sun was sinking down into the ocean and the cool breeze crept up on us.

"It's nice out, so refreshing to be here." John said quietly.

"Yeah, I love it here." I said smiling at him.

We walked in the wet sand as the warm ocean waves came crashing against our feet. We walked in silence for what seemed like until the end of time, it was as if the entire world was ours alone, with out the sounds of cars and people and just the sound of the breeze coming of the shimmering star lit water. John stopping taking my hand and sitting down pulling me along with him.

"Sunnie let's talk." He said looking into my eyes.

"Alright, what do you want to talk about." I said knowing perfectly well he wanted to talk about.

"I want to talk about us, about what we had, what we still can have." He said looking down at the sand.

I breathed in and sighed "John, all the years, that have gone by me with nothing from you, I still fall apart when I think off you and what I had lost when I walked out of those doors. You don't know how hard it is for me to be with you here and see that look in your eye's and not just fall to your arms." I was crying trying to make John understand what I felt and the confusion that was running through my mind.

"Sunnie I know what you are going through, I have been trying my hardest to not put my arms around you.because I love you, I always have it was just the time, I didn't know what I had lost when you walked out and when I wanted to make it right I didn't have the heart to talk to you. My god Sunnie you were so mad you said you didn't love me anymore and that you never wanted to see me again, what was I supposed to do." John had a stream of tears down his face. I sat there just looking at him, I loved this man so much and the only thing that stood in my way was doubt. But siting there looking at John trying to make me understand how much he loved me, made thoughts of doubt float out of my mind. I was going to be with John he sincerely loved me I could see that in his eyes

"It doesn't matter anymore now, it was a long time ago, were passed the problem that stood in our way, now all I need is to fill that empty spot that was left in my heart, can you do something for me John."

"Yes any thing, just say it and I'll do it."

"Just hold me." I said still crying. John gathered me up in his arms and held me, I laid my head on his chest and listened to his heart beating, it felt so safe to be in those arms once again. I had longed for this moment, it felt as though a big weight had been taken off my chest, and that empty spot in my heart filled once again by Johns love for me. We fell asleep holding each other that night.

I woke up the next morning with the sun coming up through the trees behind the ocean. Still wrapped in John's arms, I smiled at him, sleeping so peacefully. I didn't think I would would wake up in Johns arms again, he was mine again as I was his. I loved the thought no matter how dangerous it might prove to be in the future, what mattered right now was that we were in love and together, the rest would come later. John stirred and opened his beautiful eyes, I leaned down and kissed him.

"Good morning luv." I said after our kiss.

"Good morning to you to." He said smiling up at me. He reached up for another kiss pulling me down on to him. He rolled us over and started running his hands up my sides. His kisses getting deeper as he moved against me. I tugged for his shirt to come off and grabbed for the buttons of his pants. He stopped me, breaking, from our kiss to grab my wandering hands.

"Lets take this slowly." He said looking deep into my eyes as if he was reading my soul. I nodded my head as he leaned in kissing me, he slid my shirt off my shoulders and ran his fingers through my hair.

He was moving gently against me, I could feel his hard-on rubbing against me through his jeans. His taking it slow, aroused me beyond anything, he had never wanted to take it slow when we were younger. I wanted him bad, he had removed my bikini top and was caressing my breast with one hand and lightly sucking on my nipple. He moved down kissing a trail to the top of my pants where he slowly undid each of the five buttons of my jean shorts. I was going out of my mind with want for him, I physically needed him in me and he wanted to be slow about it. With my shorts and bikini bottoms off he continued to kiss down over my belly, reaching my pussy, teasing me with his tongue. Sticking his tongue in out of me and teasing my clitoris with the flick of his tongue torturing me, he built me up to a strong orgasm. Just as I was right to fall over the edge he moved up spreading my legs. He quickly unzipped his jeans and slid his full length in me with one quick move, pushing me right over the edge. He kept moving in out until he could take no more and started pumping faster, I grabbed his ass with both my hands pushing him in to me harder as he slammed into my wet pussy, a powerful orgasm took over me as John gasped and collapsed on top of me. When we could breath again John pulled his head up and gave me a long tender kiss. Pressing his for head against mine and looking into my eyes he simply said "I love you so much Sunnie, you have no idea."

"I love you too baby ,and I think I do have an idea." We stayed there the for longest time, so content with the one session of love making then we could be making love over and over. When we did finally get up and get dress we walked back to the house holding hands.