Escape
Escape

Here I am back in the same place I started from
Contimplating suicide trying to escape and run
I'm lost in my own mourning, my own pain
Trying to escape the world its driving me insane
I hate the way these people judge the way they sit and stare
I hate the way they just assume but never really care
I hate the inside my hade memories replay
I hate when ignorant people turn to me and say
"Why are you a leasbian," or "Why are you so sad?"
"Why are you such a freak," or "why are you like that?"
I'm sick of all these stupid questions please let me be.
Your constant nagging is driving me into insanity
I hate the painful memories i keep locked inside my head
I hate the constant images of my best friend lying dead
I hate crying almost everyday over something so far gone
I hate the eternal feeling that I was lost all along.
I hate to sit and wonder what if and maybe then
That will not help it only helps me pretend
I wish I could escape myself
Escape this living hell.

by Samantha Heil
    This is yet another great work by Samantha Heil.  This one should raise a few questions.  It will make your head blow, I swear.  I want you to read it.  READ!!!
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