everything is always so much more difficult than it seems
I got it wrong and I'm confused maybe because-
I never took the time
to organize and find the dreams that should be mine
if I promise to live love, not lie
will I get back the same just to get by
I miss security, waning fast
as I grow I miss the past
the sun will rise
while the moon falls
ignored goodbyes
unrecognized calls
I sit and think till I realize
the answer is clear and crystalline
I reach up and grab whats finally mine