be afraid. be very afraid.
yup thats right...the poetry of athena... not that i would call it poetry it sucks. mmm but whatever.


<3 athena
i should have knew
good things never stay true
i should have known
not to depend on you
broken souls never show their true self
untill they strike the final blow
never depend on anyone
never care about anything
never trust yourself
thanks for showing me
showing me the real deal
i need something new to dwell on.
someone new to miss.
a new obsession to fear.
so many questions i need to ask...
all the answers i dont want to hear.
well it doesnt matter anyway.
could i tell you what i am?
nothing. nothing.
how would i explain how i feel?
nothing. nothing.
is it time for you to tell me why you left?
no. no.
why did you leave me without saying goodbye?
because i wouldnt let you. i said it for you.
tell me why.
cant tell you now.
dont want to.
no. no.
i can see no reason
no reason to stay
failing in all my attempts to go away
by my own will that is
well you tell me to try harder
dont tell me you care
if youre never going to be there
i dont know what to say
you dont know who to tell
why cant i explain
this i fear should be my end
the truth is i dont really care
im not afraid
why would you care?
theres nothing to care about
am i something more than nothing?
this is how i feel
dont try and stop me
because i am nothing.
who would try and care about nothing.
no one.
these are my moon lit visions.
can you see them?
this is my tragic desire.
do you feel it?
there is my shadowed soul.
will you choose to accept it?
that is my forbiden lie.
would you forgive it?
here is my stygian heart.
why did you break it?
let me show you my somber sprit.
do you believe in it?
dont know what im living for. so many things im looking for.
lets pass time away. tomorrows another day.
just say passing time away. thats what we do every day.
maybe i have a reason to stay.
that day will never come. im leaving anyway.
every day is the same.
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save me!
nothing to see
move along please
i dont like what i see
this cant be where i will be
disapointmant here and there
ill never get anywhere
do you see what i see?
can you feel what i feel?
do you miss me like i miss you?
these fealings probably arent mutual.
im dying inside
no one can hear my cry
when everyhing is silent
i can still hear the screams
why do i torture myself like this?
some people are meant to be the tears of the world
i guess i dont know
what to say
how to feel
please let me break away from whatevers holding me hear
let me die alone
my soul will be unknown
this midnight insanity... it is my own.
i have this fear in my heart
that one day i will see you again
i still cant believe you left
if i saw you again would you be happy?
or even worse... sad?
i dont know what my opinion of you is.
i probably will never know.
the twisted truth is i miss you
and you will never know
the pain i feel
when i think of you
one day maybe ill see you again
maybe well both be happy
and maybe well both be sad
but the truth is i still miss you
do you have a patient named...
nevermind no one would know it
and if they did they wouldnt remember it
well see its tragic really
know one cared
why would they?
there wasnt much to care about
dont question me
i wont question you
my motives were
well secrets are my specialty
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