Born to be alone

i went home yesterday
it was another day of depression
another day of returning home alone
another day of feeling that this world hadn't made for me
it's so cruel so tough world
and there's just one question that i want it to be answered
why do my life do that to me ?
after all i've faced
i can't go any where
all my life is a great play
all the ways seems the same
it all reaches me nowhere
all my life i've walked to reach
nowhere
hey god , why had you made me like this ?
if i was  an animal may be i was happier
i won't feel the way i feel now
and now i'm walking alone in the street again
all the people walks together in groups
except me , why , why i'm always alone in this life ?
no one wants me , i don't want any one
i know i'm lying to myself , but this the only way i can live
all my life is a great play
all the ways seems the same
it all reaches me nowhere
all my life i've walked to reach ...... nowhere
oh my life ...why you're always walking cross to me
i've walked a very long way to escape from you
but who can escape from his destiny
i've made to be alone
 
 

nashat eltoukhy
1998

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