| To Live with a Monster |
| That's what it'd be like living with me, I guess. I'm no where near your average 15 year old kid. As I see it, my life has two sides. There's the social me, who mainly sits at school and hangs out with friends, and then theres the Gothic Me. I don't know whether it's actually gothic, but its alot darker then the other one. Social Me The social me is what this site was originally based around. I spend my time doing anything I possibly can to make people laugh. I act stupidly, make funny comments, anything. I love hearing the sound of people laughing, even if it's at my expense. I watch to many television shows that keep me doing this, such as Monty Python, Black Adder and Black Books. These three shows are the basis of my comic rountines. I listen to bands like Semisonic, Smash Mouth and Eminem. I read, I play keyboard and attempt to play an out of tune guitar. Which reminds me, I really should try and get that thing tuned. I'm just a stupid guy, you know? There's a difference between stupid and dumb. I'm not dumb, at least I don't think so. Many people who haven't met me tell me I could pass as a 17-18 year old. I'm about 6'0 tall with a thick build. I'm not exactly fat, but I like to tell people I am. Gothic Me The gothic me is kind of the RP me. I roleplay online with many friends that I have met. Like this, not to be arrogant or self-proclaiming, but I am poetic, romantic, thoughtfull, deep, dark and mysterious. And thats just going on what people have previously told me. I try to keep it serious, but occasionally I take the piss out of things, as it comes natrually to me. I listen to bands like Nightwish, Rob Zombie, Living End, Evanescence. I wear black, I buy gothic jewellery, and I write dark and almost sadistic songs. But I wont go into that too much. I can get depressed, and I welcome the feeling. It's like a wave of darkness taking over me and becoming my light. I can see in the light with this darkness, and see everything as it is. I'm a realist by heart, and I think logically about most things. There isn't much more to this side of me then that. |