Non stop Blurt april 6/01
Good-humored patience is necessary with mischievous children and your own mind.
Buddha, from Buddha's Little Instruction Book.
Cant always talk about getting shallow with myself or getting deep inside. I think I�ve never really looked at the shallow side of things. what is it like? to see an inch into things and leave the rest?
What is it like to watch Miss America and judge her by her teeth and tits. I cant seem to see the suit and decide who the man is. I cant see the eyeshadow and nail polish and leave it at that. Something exterior hinders me from staying on the surface. I must cut through.
Anyone else travel inwards at the speed of light?
Anyone else feel and intuit the vibrational energy across from you?
It�s said the Japanese hold two conversations�one with their words and the other with their dan tien (lower belly). Outsiders hear the words and decide what they were talking about. Insiders know that the very opposite was understood and clearly delineated via body language. America?
Are you still talking deoderized tampons and scented inner soles?
Are you cleansing your innerds by the book?
Take 2 nights Yoga, 1 afternoon sculpture class and a 30 minute swim and sauna.
Come back for therapy same time next week.
A ten year finish line, guaranteed.
Is that you, America?
Somebody tell me cause I�ve been away 22 years and pure speculation fills my gaps.
What track am I on - - - - Right (or) left?
What�s a left winger?
If I don�t believe in war, and don�t believe in society, am I a pacifist non marxist?
If I believe in inner responsibility and continual growth while giving love to others am I a wimp?
Do I need to pick a label? Or can I slide through the Japanese screens in my mind and gently watch the lotus breathe?
I left America you see, and its quite possible its left me.
My genes have hereby pronounced themselves ready to proceed without me. They being independent sorts and sources for the next batch of judih (from the tribe of judah? who knows) they shall jump the trampoline of chance and flourish where they land! (that piece of empiricism must come from the brit-canadian thats stuck to me)
Who knows -
Dylan?
Rich and famous. How fortunate. Did his horoscope predict any of this?
Did Baez whisper his fate into his palm?
Did a new spirit walk into the body of Richard (a Zimmerman) to more fully walk his fate?
I used to think it original sin to impose my thoughts on others
but ginsberg knew it was the godly thing to do�to live life unashamedly
so here I�ve shared a non stop blurt. Don�t bother to criticize. I don�t wanna know the rhythm�s off, I just wanna know what you think. (your headsong...whatever it is)
And if you find something in here that gets you on a roll,
just let it out as fast as you can and non poetically.
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