as the sun rises.
Living in Depression.
Felling of loneliness but not wanting
to be bothered.
Not being appreciated for the things
I had done the day before.
Always underestimated, by the ones i love the most.
Being ashamed to be myself.
My muscles wont let me move, as my pain grows stronger.
My thoughts and feelings bottle-up
into a small hole that will
soon burst, with anger.
I try to stay happy for everyone
around me, so I don't bring
them down into my spiral of pain.
So today I'll stay in bed and have
a conversation in my head,
for it's the one who i know truly cares.