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Living a lie,
Smile, Move on,
Not like they care,
No one close,
No one to trust,
Not since. . .
Nightmares.
Ripping at my faith,
My hopes,
My Dreams,
Watch me sink into,
An oblivion of despair,
Nightmares.
Shatter my fears,
Wipe away my tears,
Take comfort in my mind,
No one near,
Not since;
Nightmares.
Teasing,
Tormenting,
I know you
What YOU did,
Won't let you close,
Not since. . .
Nightmares.
Watching over and over,
The blood gushing down my arm,
Plunge that knife in deeper,
Twist it hard,
You scarred me,
Loved me,
Walked away,
You shattered my heart-
Another gathers the pieces,
You watch in cruel amusement,
Another glues them back together,
You watch in critical fear,
Another holds me close,
But I turn my back and dance into your arms,
You shattered my heart,
I shattered your soul,
Another gathers the pieces,
Has no glue,
He gives me his heart,
Only in my nightmares,
Only awake can I bear,
The scar you left,
Shining brightly on my wrist,
I Love another as he weeps,
Only admitting devotion as I sleep,
Where are my nightmares now,
Insomnia claims my life,
Draining all pleasure,
Life is my Nightmare
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