sunday. 28 september 03
hmm.. ed finally back.. missed him alot alot.. wonders if he missed me anot. =) met jimz, jiejie and alex in late afternoon. i tot i was the latest, but jimz and jiejie came later than me. =P drag them to eat at crepes and cream with me. lolx.. had lava brownie.. since my favourite hazelnut wasn;t around..~ took photos.. chatted.. lamed. fun thou.. =) didn;t talk much to ed today.. i guess he was tired bahx.. when i called him after i bathed, he didn;t answer so i figured that he must be sleeping.. =pp hmm..
me.. alex and jiejie
spirit fingers~!~!
ONCE AGAIN. PHOTO IS OF COURTESY OF JIMMY OH
missing someone, serene @ 1.11am
friday. 26 september 03
didn't go school today.. no lessons today, but i intend to go sch as i have spfex and comdi proj dued but i was having fever. so end up, herwin and iskandar have to clear my mess. sorry + thanx guys. -hugx-ed says he is going away.. i dunno where he is going.. he didn;t say.. he ask me not to ask him.. so i didn;t but i am really worried..*pray*
ed doing work on my messy table!
said, its messy.. and ya its my studio space in school!
my cupboard + jason's leg
serene = FOOD!
Jason's comfy chair + leanne's cow + my classic pooh + my pillow~
my drafting table after clearing all the papers and cans~!
other's people's space
ME~!
sengyong and jason trying to take pics of jason's structure with pro lightings
missing someone, serene @ 11.31pm
thursday. 25 september 03
hmm.. felt alot alot better.. maybe its just my pms. lOlx... i'm abit slacking.. i shouldn't.. my work is pilling up. hope i can cope.. and also richie jie help me got a part time job at his workplace.. haa, dun worry, i dun need money, just that i am spending more than wat my parents are spending nowadays.. so its time to earn and spend my own money. peps. unless u are some rich chaps, or else dun choose my course.. i gets an average of 70 to 90 dollars every week and that does not include transportation. and its not enuff. i dun even spend much on food. its all on mounting board.. and papers.. so thats it bahx. =) less time for outing le jim! lolx.. back to hw! ciao~with tears, serene @ 2.07am
wednesday. 24 september 03
i bet everyone hates my blog content.. its always so depressing.. sorry but thats me. always worrying and very pessimistic. just almost finished my spfex proj its still a little distance to completion. but i will hand it in tml. i dun wish to fail anything. was talking to shenny just now too.. find that i lived a pathetic life.. well.. is that tiny winy happiness i always longed for so far for reach? the distance is like elongated every seconds. i just want to be happy.. at least a little.. is that too much.. i am now living my life meaninglessly.. maybe just for a i-want-to-be-more-happier goal. dun be surprize to see my face on the newspaper someday with the headline, girl 17 killed herself with hairclip or sissors. i'm just joking. still.. i will work towards that goal. *hope*with tears, serene @ 2.07am
tuesday. 23 september 03
2 months le~!~! hmm.. well.. can't admit that our relationship is very stable.. its still rainy + windy days.. i'm still a silly girl looking for my perfect shy prince. maybe ed is the one? nobody knows.. but until now.. hhmmm.. i still dunno how to describe our relationship.. maybe i should be just glad that we can stay peaceful without quarrel or arguements for perhaps a day? okay.. fine.. i am not being optimistic here. *bad mood* but no doubt, i love him alot.with tears, serene @ 1.17am
sunday. 21 september 03
he didn't msged him until now..maybe his way of concern is really different from me.. till now, i was praying at least he would msg me and ask me hows me ankle. mummy drag me out from bed early in the morning, and brought me to doctor. usual sprain plus a little of nerval injury, so have to bear with that stupid bandage for a week. doc also asked me to stay at home these few days so that i wun walk around that much. but.. tml is comdi presentation le. haiz.. we wasn't prepared. hope tml wun come..PS: PICS BELOW IS WITH COURTESY OF JIMMY
in case i may recieve some lawyer letter like alex almost did...with tears, serene @ 4.37pm
a supposed relaxing day.. accompanied ed to work.. [i rather i didn't.. i caused him late for work..=(] then met jim and richie jie for coffee at pacific coffee.. its a longggg time since i last saw them. jim still look as cute *pinch* drew, talked, lamed, drank, and jim try to perform some magic too. lolx.. i think he hate to try it on me. waha.. after that, went around to take some pictures.. [ i could hand it in for lighting studies.. hee.] it was fun to play around with lens. =)
met ed at 6.30, he finished his work then. i guess he was very tired bahx.. -massage- went orchard for dinner.. had lunch box + tako pachi. i had a fall from stairs.. and sprained my ankle.. i insisted on walk after..they're having toy's fair at taka. dear bought a classic pooh for me, a ULTRA BIG bubbles[..when i said ultra big..i mean it.. its too heavy for me to hug la..fatter than me.] for his sister and some toy car for his brother.. [sbs nice korkor?] lolx.. saw jason + tanyan there, not that that toy fair thou. pain become unbearable, so didn't go kinokuniya with jie and jimz. ed accompanied home.. i threw temper at ed after he accidentally stepped on my foot.. which i really shouldn't.. but i was only thinking about my ankle's pain all the while. had a big cry after i reached home and fell asleep. i msged ed after i woke up..he didn't reply and i figured he must be mad at me. i called him twice, he also didn't picked up.. i assumed he was REALLY mad at me..[secretly hoped that he was asleep.] he called me an hour later.. he was really mad at me.. =(
but things are back to normal now. =) ciAo.. back to hw!
missing someone, serene @ 2.37am
saturday. 20 september 03
feeling bored now.. even ed just talk to me 2 hours ago.. i felt distance.. not that he neglected me.. just that i missed him alot.. nerissa blogged sadly.. its so vivid.. i could almost felt her loneliness and sadness. hope that she find her way out of her little forest to the sunshine she always longed for. i wish u happiness, my friend. =)thursday was ed's birthday.. wanted to give him a surprize celebration.. but he spot the cake before we could surprize him. but still.. i hope he is surprize with the arrangement. =)
Happy birthday dear.. and ya. i didn't go to vic's chalet.. he was also having birthday celebration, sharing the same birthdate as ed. happy birthday too. =) thats all bahx.. ciao. [hope to get to see ed soon..]
missing someone, serene @ 1.37am
wednesday. 17 september 03
woo.. a "busy" day. went to sch as usual.. 9am.. bet jusri didn't take attendance today. i didn't bring my void space to sch.. coz it so big.. so i borrowed liyana's. i'm so bad.. thx yana. =) lesson ended very quickly.. so we're left alone to rot at around 10am.. went for breakfast with mel, isk, yan, jason and beatrice. me and isk sneaked away to get yan a slice of cake. its her birthday today! she's touched. glad she did.. *hugzx* went to collect the form for the levi's graphic design, and went back to studio. rot awhile till ed's class ended. had a quick lunchie and went to support zhili they all. its the adidas fashion show thingy. they look great! after that.. rushly celebrated shawn's birthday. well... we have classes on.. and besides.. we forced him to sch. =) i am practically half wake half asleep during the whole dadra.. so tired. but still.. i managed to finish the assignment on time. went to tm with jason after that. bought something and jason went to meet his gf and i went home. =)filled with happiness, serene @ 10.37pm
i'm totally too busy for anything~ i have projects to rush.. assignment to complete and more! and! my friends' parents chose to give birth to them at these hour 17 years ago.. happy birthday shawn.. happy birthday lihui.. happy birthday adeline.. happy birthday vic.. happy birthday yan. and happy birthday dear.. =) went to tm with edwin to get birthday prezzie.. i'm really broke this week.. haiz.. still have to get technical pens.. he bought me a pair or earrings and skirt.. ok dudes.. back to project.stressed, serene @ 12.57am
sunday. 14 september 03
maybe.. thats its the end bahx..my heart shown thousands and millions of protest and objection. but i'll bring him nowhere.with tears, serene @ 2.20am
saturday. 13 september 03
i really wish to maintain or even improve.. i am so afraid that these will be all gone.. i dun want to lose the feeling.. i really dun.. but i know myself too well.. i hate it.....miss edwin, serene @ 2.29am
tuesday. 9 september 03
i guess edwin slept le.. miss him alot.. didn;t get to see him today coz i didn;t go sch. just now weijie called while i was coaching my didi. i hung up very quickly as i was really coaching my didi. then after that saw him online. so i went to see if he was looking for me or something as we didn;t contact for like.. hmm.. a year? then he told me he miss me and ask me how come i scold him just now. i was like =.=" erm.. i dun remember scolding him.. then he asked me hows sch and i still like rejecting guys anot. i was like.. even more =.=" i told him i do have a bf le. he almost immediately. FIne. Go enJoy thEN. ByE. i was ultra =.=" already. shen jing bing.. *yawnx* bedtime..~miss edwin, serene @ 2.29am
didn't manage to blog yesterday as my sis is using the com practically for the whole night. =~ went watch free sneak with edwin yesterday after school, JEEPER creeper II. not bad..at least i feel that its worth the tix money. hehe..hafta rush 2 assignments today.. hopefully i'll manage to finish them both and catch some sleep.. =)
dear's.. chenghui's and shawn's birthday coming le.. i am now racking my brains to think wat i should get for chenghui. its hard!
kayz.. back to proj.. try to blog some other time.. ciAo~
MUACKX, serene @ 2.27pm
sunday. 7 september 03 alex @ 4.37pmalex..
yo people, i'm back after 2+ weeks of confinement in tekong! i got posted to bmtc sch 1, jaguar company, platoon 2.
i did kept a short diary over there, but now also not much time liao, as of now, Sunday 070903, 1527hrs, i have about 3.5 hours before booking in again :(
right now, as my europura domain is going to be gone soon, so i'm taking that down and temporarily using serene's website to tompang my blog lo :D until mine is done.
the first week was really bad for me, i really can't adapt to life there as quickly as other people does, i can't eat, and i did not even sleep on the first night, and of course, i extremely miss my lifestyle before enlistment...
maybe if got time (next week), i'll talk about the routines, my platoon/section mates, and my sgts..
maybe talk abit ba, NS for the first 2.5 weeks is, i think, haven't reach the shiong part, right now the most shiong (but only 1 day), was a route march in the morning, a foot drill in the afternoon, and a weights training at night, other then that day, we usually have ippt specific or circuit trainings or ET runs, but will be evenly spreaded out, and then we will have a bit free time one.
yanzi's new album out liao i still haven't listen yet, much less bought it. plus i haven't even listened to S.H.E's new album! i really felt abit "yu shi ge jue" de feeling..wait for NS allowance come then go buy lo
i'm really more mentally stressed then physically shagged, cause i buay tahan people scold or say me one, more like i mind alot about what people tell me, i'm being labelled as kanchiong spider in my bunk liao, because i worry about alot of things, i hope i can change that..because the last thing i want is to be outcasted by my bunkmates.
haiz, got alot to say, maybe next week give more details, thats all for now, back to tekong for another week of training/scolding!
thursday. 4 september 03
just now went out with dear for movies.. watched swat. heehee.. took prints too..
so stressful now.. knowing that monday's the presentation.. and not managing to do anything about it.. hai.. hope everything will work out fine. =~
ciao~
lurve.ed, serene @ 1.17am
wednesday. 3 september 03
really a lousy dae.. i lost my purse..luckily its just money and ezlink card.. hope that some good soul will bring it to sch.. *pray*. went to sch in the morning to hand in visco proj. no doubt, i am the last person that handed in. =X its holiday.. but doesn't sounds v holiday either.. there;s still lotza hw due-ing soon.. esp the comdi project... argh.. hope it will work out fine..tml going out with edwin..[or later?]. that pig [=X] must be sleeping soundly now.. lolx.. shall go to bed after the project stuffs are settled!lurve.ed, serene @ 1.37am
monday. 1 september 03
i was never confident...with tears, serene @ 12.37pm