serene* [i hate irritating people!!]
@ 11.54pm

I HAVE ONE PIMPLE MORE

serene* [i hate irritating people!!]
@ 1.24am

monday. 15 march 04

can't sleep... felt so afraid of my decision.. just have the feeling that i will regret in the future if i dun do anything to oppose my decision.. we live life only once.. dun we...

serene*
@ 2.14am

sunday. 14 march 04

haa.. today.. i am actually suppose to like.. erm.. stay at home.. guai guai do nerissa's thingy and my own hw.. haa. but i didn't la. went out with mummy. went to bugis to get bag for mei, as usual, went to anny's shop and got alot of discount. hehe.. i bought a mini sling too. =) then went bugis junction, coz i haven eat.. eat at mos.. [sinful food. i am suppose to be on diet rite? i forgot.] then went shopping abit. went levi's they having 20% discount. mummy wanted to buy me a jeans but they dun have my size.. *sob* arrggghhhhh nvm.. mummy say next week ba. =P went to tiong bahru, didi wanna get dunno wat robot thingy. in the end. dunhave. saw davey[amara de chef] then he told me alot of happenings.. like ah ee.. him went sakae to become chef? and hong jie was at prima deli. happen to walk past. so went to look for hongjie. hee... then met daddy for dinner. ate at a sucky place. eeewww. we curse and swear we wun ever ever go back to that place for dinner anymore. i suggested ikea so we went! did shopping.. haha.. bought a pink storage box.. pink mini storage books.. and a long film photo frame. its so cool. wanted to get a plant, but cannot find any as cute as gekkay. so gave it a missed. hee... so fun. oh ya. went prata with mummy last night, then was crossing the road when a driver just drove in, nearly hit my brother, and this bastard driver still scroll down his window and scold us, we told our daddy and guess wat he said. he call us next time scold him back and point middle finger. WAHAHAHAHA.... i am still laughing until today. my daddy is so cute. wahaha...
haiz.. he called me from thailand yesterday?? wat come back go candlelight dinner... eeeww.. okay watever. tml going out with vic. erm. hopefully i dun put him aeroplane again like i did during vday? haha.

serene*
@ 11.58pm

saturday. 13 march 04

today really really tiring. met nerissa early wanted to spend the whole day shopping, in the end, erm.. didn't really shop much. me and ner kinda got approach to join the seventeen, clean and clear blah blah blah bestfriends competition. had makeover and took pictures. [took a pic with randell tan too!, will post up soon. =)] skipped the manicure part coz.. long queue la.. besides that, we're entitled to erm. ya levelone card. its so nice. it comes with the goodiebag too. erm ya.. that goodie bag damn damn heavy. it has like 4 cans of drink inside. hope we can get in like.. erm top 20? hahaha hard la. so many people. still, nice experience. =)
did abit of shopping, i bought a skirt, a top and a bag. ner got a pair of shoes, and a same bag. walk alot alot today.. wanted to get a top at samuel and kevin, buy seems like they;ve run out of size. regret didn't buy it at tampines mall yesterday. zz.
intended to go bugis. but we're totally tired so gave it a skip and went home.

serene*
@ 10.08pm

thursday. 11 march 04

i apparently forget that today is my kor's birthday..... i am so stupid. i can't get any stupidier, coz i hit the peak. somebody, please kill me.
just simply love that along came polly poster.
haiz.. when can i get to watch royale battle. arggh*

serene*
@ 11.31pm

wednesday. 10 march 04

i am a sotong. i was sleeping deeply when veroy called me. then i tot my alarm clock didn't wake me up.. so i tot i was late. waha.. then i rush to sch.. realize i was actually an hour early. waha.. met nerissa for lunch.. laugh throughout the whole lunch. steven and veroy is damn funny. =) class ended for like erm.. 5 mins? haa... = i come to sch for lunch as well as 5 mins of lesson. woo. went home with shenny + eileen. kinda feel weird.. as.. ya.. erm.. ya...
christy gonna make me a skirt~!!! so happy. hee..
chenghui and rongzheng went thailand again.. bon voyage~!

serene*
@ 10.36pm

tuesday. 9 march 04

felt the distance.. not feeling the fate. the feeling has gone.. so somewhere i dun even know.. i didn't like the feeling.. even somebody died.. u still can feel the presence.. now.. is totally nothing left.. my pillar of strength.. moltivation to move on is gone.. feel so helpless.. so alone..
he's with somebody else...thats what i tot.. i am a idiot.. already said i wun be sad.. his happiness is my everything. but i just can't help feeling sad.. maybe i should go away.. away from these..

serene*
@ 10.36pm

heard a few sucky relationship stories from my friend.. and find them living worse off than me X10000 times. really feel pity for them..
he is really getting on my nerves. irritating + annoying + every stupid thing u want from a person, u can get it from him. i felt so bad.. for keeping's rachel's zip disk... hai.. also dunno wat to blog... ohya. erm.. i didn't lose my job afterall.. some branches called me.. and i may be going to other branches to work. hmm.. abit scare ne.. at amara branch.. i dunhave to be scare of anything.. greg.. jiejie..or even chefs can do everything for me.. but if i go there.. i will be all alone. at least last time all alone de hua.. still got him waiting for me to knock off.. this time i am really all alone..
things are still pretty well for me and her. [u guys must be suspecting.. but i am nt lesbian.]she's just a friend.

serene*
@ 12.52am

monday. 8 march 04

having headache..seems like head gonna spilt. haiz.. weight myself.. hmm.. 40kg. pretty fat. i think i gonna do something about my weight. exercise more.. eat less. no sinful food. [*sob* = no mos burger] i'm gonna diet all bcoz of her. she's my motivation~!

serene*
@ 12.52am

saturday. 6 march 04

okay.. went. erm. okay. dunno wat to say. so after that went to look for jimmy.alex.richiejiejie.hh.zq..[u got it. i dun even wish to talk about the job..] jiejie got a really COOL hairstyle. yeah. BOTAK~!. WAHAHa..ate at yoshinoya. went bras basah.. bought a palette.. went back to bugis... they went arcade. i slept at arcade. [somebody touch my butt..arggh.] lame ard.. went mos~. took alot of pictures with hp. man.. EP ROCKS~!

serene*
@ 11.48pm

class at 12.. was late by 17mins. =p its colour class. then i realize i been using the wrong cyan for 3 months.. *SOB* the stupid person had it inside my starter kit!!~! *ihatehim/her!!* hai... ate with rayner and sengyong at mensa. tried the new salad bar. not bad.. its quite sometime i ate outside design. *wiNk* did colour in studio.. chatted with rongshen,indah and denise.. they're damn funny.. then cecilia called. ask me to go for some job tml.. sounds pretty funny ne. erm.. first, she can't describe wat kind of job is that. second.. can go anything i want????!! thirdly.. she dunno wats with the pay.. WAHAHA. only clue i have about it is... its at suntec.. and have to wear nicely??? [rongshen suggested maybe is selling backside.] just go anyway.. =)
saw veroy on the way home.. then we went spotlight. after that i tell him i want to eat mac de icecream.. he was like nagging and nagging.. that mac very far.. =.=" then reach mac le.. i told him crepes and cream de ice cream better. he nearly killed me on the spot. waha. end up. he also bought icecream.. waha.. the girl selling the icecream is from tp business. DESIGN ROCKS~! wanted to do piercing.. haha.. but dunhave the mood today. bleahx. then uncle veroy stop all his naggings and actually wanted to shop. waha.. Omg. Saw a flare skirt in levi's.. damn nice~!. veroy bought a pink polo tee at giordano. he saw his friend.. but his friend just happened to walk away when he pay. waha.. then when i pay. his friend ard.. and have a 30percent discount. there goes uncle veroy\s naggings again. *yawnz* haa... until now.. i am still thinking about the job.

serene*
@ 1.34am

thursday. 4 march 04

finally.. bliss.. =) can take a little breather before i jump back into the project pit. everything kinda run smoothly these days.. =) jumped up early to pick subjects today.. if not it will be like last year. late pick.. shen mo dou mei you. chose digital ess, multimedia fun, basic photography, visual merchandising and basic video.. erm... culture and expression blah. didn't even pick my own diploma core. HEY.. but iad.. i still love u. u rocks. =) man.. i hadn;t been slacking these days. i felt great. wahaha...
class was slacking today.. but feel damn sleepy.. due to the not enuff sleep these days.. did colour ..[actually can do it today but then veroy needs it] and visual lit. then i found out.. the due date for visual lit is next week.. *sob* got a new brief for project 1.. hmm.. went library with jacq.. then went tm with jacq too. *grINx* ate crepes and cream. *wow* wanted to pierce my ear.[not ear lobe] but they say they dun do piercing for the place i wanted to. *haiZ* shop.. chatted and lame with jacq. haa.. kinda fun.
kinda picture him and other girl alot alot recently. sucky feeling.. but.. i think i am coping well ba.. sincerely wished him happiness.. if he's not happy.. i am going nowhere too..


my treehousie


my treehousie~!!!!!

serene*
@ 11.58pm

hee..a day full of mixed feelings. went to sch early in the morning to see other iadian\s crit. then i got damn nervous.. with alot of butterflies in my tummy.. i got really panicky and even rehearsed my presentation. i think rongshen thinks that i am mad. i did a few sketches of the floorplans.. and add into my process works.. finally.. presentation~! i missed out a few points.. still i think i did better than wat i did for presentation last year. =) no bad comments. YAY~! hee.. so happy.. HAA..~!!
everyone look great today.. with all the shirt and ties. haa.
its finally over.. but still.. cannot relax. coz due to this project 1.. i totally neglected other module's projects. even skipped 2 classes. so work nOW~!! ciao~!
btw.. i am generating new layout soOn.~!

serene*
@ 12.26am

monday. 2 march 04

got to prepare my major presentation.. so only can blog now. hmm.. wasn't in the mood this few days.. so pardon me. *wiNK*
today was a busy day. real busy day. went sch early.. took cab with daddy.. brought my model to sch.. when take pictures of my model at lighting studio.. did poster.. didn't save.. file gone.. went aida's class crit. i think they got screwed. went back to do my poster. took pictures of mock. run to imd lab. load pictures. run back to cad lab.. continue do poster. poster done. com nearly jammed. luckily it didn't, if not i will go mad.. have hard time saving. zip and cdrw sucks. rush. aida's class really got screwed. took cab to peace [or izit peace] centre to print the a1 poster. paid 10 bucks. ate at mac. go to collect poster. went home with mervin. *argghh* tired!!! now struggling with more process work.. *prays tml presentation will be good* *prays nothing goes wrong* arggh... how i wish he was ard. i'm going mad.....!!

serene*
@ 10.32pm

monday. 1 march 04

people.. give me break~! i know i dunhave date sense.. so be with it kay?
life kinda.. messy nowadays.. alot of unpredictable stuffs.. i also dunno wat i should do or where so i head.. so just buried myself in projects. luckily for me. my projects are enuff to cover little me. projects are stressful.. but i kinda find them fun. next week's the subject selection.. still dunno wat i want to take. corny.. i tot i knew wat i want.. goals and dream are all blocked up.. i used to think i have alot of things that i wanted to do.. but now.. it seems that there's nothing i actually wanted to do. i didn't even went for driving theory.
cut my finger today. quite deep.. ugly wound. funny thing is. i doesn't hurt. argh..
my manager send me this. kinda dun think will see him anymore since my restaurant close down. haiz.. miss them.. seriously... do things have to end.. i admit i'm kinda sick working there.. but quitting didn't come on my mind before. haiz...
i think he liked some1 else.. haiz..
hadn't been talking to her for 2 days? she didn't come online.. she also didn't msg me.. haiz...

serene*
@ 11.30pm

him.. or her?

serene*
@ 2.20am

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