saturday. 30 august 03
a totally relaxing and stressful day. relaxing as.. its a weekend.. and i give myself a break from all sch work..[can i ?] stressful as i still unable to put down my sch work.. i still kept thinking of my sch work as i slept or watch tv.. and i decide to start working on a proj.. i find that i have no idea how to go about it.. its really depressing...at night meet dear at hougang mall.. got paper for proj and glue.. man.. i realise i have a whole lot of glue in my pencil case[if u consider it as one la....] dear bought me coffee and nougat cake..*yum* so now... i am still struggling for ideas!
went back to sch on friday for teachers day celebration. took only ONE pic.. lolx..
me and est
ms neo is retiring.. i kinda like her alot...will miss her..
with depression, serene @ 11.57pm
thursday. 28 august 03
I am SoOooooO tiRed... projects and more projects are coming up.. i am so stressed.. all the date line is so near.. i really can't cope.. i really dun wish to hear those.. i get so distract and disappointed. i hope trust and faith stand by me.. i can't help getting a little believe.. i know i shouldn't.. i really tried hard.. and i am really tired..with tears, serene @ 1.27am
sunday. 24 august 03
went out with chenghui for movies today. watch league of extraordinary gentleman. its a nice movie but i feel that its rather long.. in the sense that i felt as if i sat there for 3 or 4 hours. lolx.. nice movie thou.. bought books.. jean. hmm.. its a long long LONG time since i blog.. =X thats the result of having too much homework bahx.. hehe..suddenly felt that my web is really crappy.. i'll come out with a new one sometime.. since my hols is coming.. hEE. -hugx notepad- and ya, jimmy got a new layout. and zhiqiang has a blog~ go check it out!lurve edwin, serene @ 8.17pm
saturday. 23 august 03
hee.. a very happy day. me and edwin together for a month le. so went out to celebrate. =) he made me a bouquet of roses.. so sweet.. watched down with love. nice movie, i recommend it. =) really fast. one month le.. had lots of happiness as well as saddness. well.. in which relationship doesn;t comprises these? hee.. -hugx- bought a pair of sandals today. and ya. saw hilmi and dian at far east. =) thats it bahx... not much to blog nowdays.. homework and more homework.. =Pp having a relax weekend thou.. =Xlurve edwin, serene @ 12.07am
thursday. 14 august 03
hee.. i still haven return my library books. =X went to esplanate today for visul com lesson.. its like only 30 mins.. we went to visit gallery. after that, some went back to sch for lesson, while me, sulin, dexian, kenneth, jeff, isk went to pacific coffee to laze around. kenneth and isk left early. they were going back to school. after coffee, we went to bras basah for some art material.i bought some sequins, wanted to sew it onto my skirt. saw canvas teletube, but i didn't buy.. the only size available is for a0. thats kinda too long for me. thats all bahx. YA, my new layout is done.. but still i am gonna improve on it. thats why i am still on the squirt layout. CLICK HERE! to see my new layout. =Pmonday. 11 august 03
my library books gonna due.. but i am still very unwilling to return it. not that i love the books so much.. just that i am lazy to carry it to sch.. =X i thought that i would slack away the 5 hours break i had just now, but i finished my mtpre drafting~ yay~. still.. there are spaceformex assignment which is gonna due too.. until now, i still dunno how to go about it. there also comdi! *shakes head*misses edwin lotza lotza.. ya.. he gave me a bracelet today.. hee.. i am really glad to have a bf like him.. he is so nice to me and yet sometimes i can be damn unreasonable to him. shame ya.. ok le. back to hw.. ciao~
lurve edwin lotza, serene @ 10.27pm
saturday. 9 august 03
well.. happy birthday singapore as well as peishan~! today[friday] was sch's ccn dae. dun ask me wat it stands for. i dun know. =Pp its like a sch fair.. whole tp turned into a bazaar. design sch really rocks and i am proud of design sch. try walking ard tp. u will enjoy walking around design sch most~! while other schs are selling fishballs.. sotong balls and can drink, design sch sell hamster, fish, crab, clothes and accessories~! =) so now, we have a few new members in our studio [some hamster and crab and fish]. as i walk to engineering sch, i saw jusri[ my lecturer]. he gave me a piece of big curry puff.. [ i dunno wats that called. shall named it as big curry puff. =)]. edwin also bought me a blue rose. *hugx* many people was in red and white today [including me!] hee.. a fun yet tiring dae bahx..lurve edwin, serene @ 3.07am
friday. 8 august 03
man... was using measuring tape to measure my house.. i have to do a real scale drafting. i hate that.. have to convert here convert there.. forget it. shall do it on monday. =P glad that i finished val's project. tml going to bras basah to buy mounting board. mounting board = wallet one big hole. ok.. i broke my promised. i promised edwin that i will sleep by 1 and guess wat ? its 1.03 now. =X today. went home alone. edwin playing basketball in school. as usual.. slept on bus. HEE. and ya, i pierced my ear again on wednesday. my 5th one on right ear.. hee.. i think i shall pierce a few more times.. [painful though..] better go bed le. ciao~lurve edwin, serene @ 1.05am
tuesday. 5 august 03
haiz.. i finally get to know the importance of a atm card now.. look, i am not somebody rich, so i dun anyhow spend money.. i'm serious! i dun ever waste money on useless stuffs.. i dun even buy albums.. i only buy necessities.. duhx. u won't understand..hurt, serene @ 1.45am
wat else ? its a monday..[i am posting this in the middle of the night!]. i am suppose to be in bed now, but i just finished my visual com project.. fast rite.. lolx.. left the mounting part. =P hmm.. miss edwin alot.. i think he should be soundly asleep now. also, wondering hows chenghui & rongzheng[i guess..] coping in his only-4-hours-sleep camp. ay, leg alot better le. meeting comdi's gp[veroy, isk, yan & herwin] for proj tml.. hope can finish that proj soon. *prays* today, during comdi lesson.. a tiny war happened. well.. adelene was just stating facts [thats what i felt too] and kelvin was really a damn sore loser. kelvin was giving his presentation on his era, e 80s. he mentioned something that was in the 70s and said it was in the 80s. adelene merely corrected him that it was in the 70s[well.. her tone wasn't good too]. kelvin got real sensitive and added that its goddamn bloody rude to interrupt people's presentation. O.O i remembered he did interrupt people's presentation before! lousy attitude.. thats it bahx.. =Pp CIAO*hungry* & thinking of edwin, serene @ 1.45am
sunday. 3 august 03
a very boring at home ya.. did nothing much. cut pepper's nails.. man.. they were long.. i guess its such a long time since i last cut his nails.. =X did jusri homework too. hmm..i didn't do all the 200 sketches its rather impossible. so i just did an overview. =pi wanted to start on val's project, but sadly i dun have the materials to start. this time is not ivory card, but cartridge paper.. gosh.. he is really very high class ya.
i am working on a new layout now.. but nothing is really confirm yet.. =X thats it bahx.. not much stuffs will happened on a boring sunday. =)
lurve always, serene @ 4.22pm
saturday. 2 august 03
maybe its not meant to be right from the start.. a total mistake i guess.. i wanted to be confident.. but u brought it all down.. maybe.. its just dun meant to be....with tears, serene @ 11.59pm
hmm.. went out with esther today. she accompanied me to bras basah to buy butter paper. i intent to get a1 layout paper. but its like VERY expensive, so i decided to give it a skip. after that, went bugis street to shop. i bought nothing, esther got a belt. went to og levi's, wanted to get something for edwin. but designs are very limited there. saw something nice, but decide to try another levi's branch. meet up with collin and eugene.. abit dui bu qi eugene ask him to carry my portfolio for me.. =P then went to seiyu levi's to see whether they have more choices. end up, bought a piece that i eariler picked at og. lolx.. after that, went to amk to meet edwin. went dao huay's house to see what they film..ok... its damn funny ya.. went dinner, pool and back home. =Plurve edwin, serene @ 10.32am
friday. 1 august 03
feeling very down now.. i also dunno wat happened.. maybe its one of those mood swings again.. or maybe.. its.. argh.. its hard to maintain. and i am actually sick of it.. i am so tired.. i dunno wat i am suppose to do or wat i need to do. or even maybe.. its a total mistake..thomas bought me jay's latest album.. thanx.
with tears, serene @ 11.32am
i am sooooo tired... just reach home from jason's bbq. its actually a surprize birthdae party for jonathan, but in name of dynam outing. =) its fun. hmm.. i'm tired.. blog some other days. cya..lurve edwin, serene @ 12.32am