Title Of Poem: Roller Coaster

Author and e-mail address:
Sprook

Rating: PG-13

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters of Buffy or Angel, so please don't sue me.

Summary: Anya's feelings after Xander leaves her at the alter

Spoiler: Sometime after
Hell's Bells Season 6

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One-minute life is at its peak

You feel like you�ve won

Like you're floating in fact

You feel like things couldn�t be better.

But the next minute changes that

You feel like the loser

Like your world is falling down

The earth is spinning and it seems you�ve lost your footing.

You can�t believe what has happened

Why he could do that to you

Your special day

And he went and stripped it away.

What can you do?

Take revenge on him

Back to the old life and its wicked ways?

Put things into question

To determine his reason.

Has he neither soul nor moral character?

Is there someone else?

Am I not attractive anymore?

Was this a game to him?

The questions could go on for an eternity

As can this pain in my heart.

Just as I think it�s safe to move on

There he is standing on the street corner

Talking to his pals

How can he laugh and joke after what happened?

But if you look closely he�s being torn apart from the inside

In front of me actually stands a man rugged and tired

With no sleep and dried tears on his cheek

The truth is, he�s hurting too.

So this is where my life has lead me

Mortal life is stupid

Stupid rules and stupid people

And most of all, this stupid thing called love.

No compass life hands you can point you in the right direction

Because you know you love him

And you know it�s wrong

But since when have you ever listened to what is right and wrong?


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