~*I'll Survive Without You *~ There was a time when I believed in you only because I didn't know any better. Now that I'm leaving you suddenly care? What is that supposed to mean? It's always been about YOU when I'M crying Ever think there's other people too? How do you sleep at night under all the shame? You've always been like this, you say. Why did I even bother? At one time you gave me the strength I desired But now I'm just buried under tears And you don't notice that I'm drowning. Because that would require compassion. Hey-it's okay- don't apologize. I understand- I always do! IT'S ALL I DO! I"m going to find someone who wants to understand me instead. So- Good bye....I'll show myself out.
~*Insecurity *~ Are you truly capable of the love That you are so fond speaking of? Do you have any doubt as to what I mean? Is there a side to you that I haven�t seen? In my heart lies the weight of insecurity, It is cold, dark and frightening I know that I have a real distrust for men, As they never fail to hurt me, time and time again Will I ever be able to trust you with my soul? I know that is what I need to do for us to be whole But pains of the past nag at me, Creating fear and insecurity In the beginning, you eased my mind Told me I was the best woman that you would ever find But I saw signs of colors you didn�t show, At the time, my mind said �it is time to go� I cannot shake the memory of pictures you took not long ago, You say things are different now, but how am I to truly know? I cannot risk being heartbroken again, I cannot even take that chance, don�t you understand? My spirit will never be broken again, Even if that means you are no longer my man
~*It Had To Be Done *~ Well, I finally did it. I took a deep breath and whispered the words that I knew would break your heart I didn't want to hurt you but there's no easy way out so in that one moment I destroyed it all and I felt your pain your anguish and rage but mostly I felt sorrow for giving up on us it was inevitable, I needed to move on sometimes you just have to walk away
