BY ME
I am me,
I will always be me,
I will never change.

I am complicated
I am strong
I am smart
I am sensitive
I am simple

This list is just a list
It is not me,
It will never be me.
These are just words.
But they can't describe who I am.

I am me,
A deep dark secret.
I am me,
An ocean of memories, hopes and dreams.
I am me,
A heart wanting to love and be loved.

This list is just a list
It is not me,
It will never be me.
These are just sentences.
But they can't say who I am.

To Know me
Is to understand me

To understand me
Is to accept me

To accept me
Is to love me

To love me,
Is to know:
I am me
I will always be me
I will never change.
Me
All alone
Once again.
I sit here,I stare, I think, I cry

Nobody cares
once again
I sit here, I stare, I think, I cry

Your all out there havin fun
Once again
I sit here, I stare, I think, I cry

I cry, I think, I stare
All by myself

I wonder, I hope, I wish
All by myself

I dream, I plan, I smile
All by myself

The patten goes on and on
Me, alone
You all , oblivious

Me, hurting
You all, laughing

All alone
Once again.

I sit here, I stare, I think, I wonder,I hope
I wish, I dream, I plan, I smile, I hurt

I cry.
Alone
Happiness isn't lots of  money
It's the money you work so hard to get

Happiness isn't a grand large house
It's the home you build with love and sweat

Happiness isn't expenisve gifts
It's the ones that come with love

Happiness isn't just talent and brains
It's what you are gifted with from God above

People want happiness,
Yet they have it and throw it way.

People expect happiness
But I just have to say:

Happiness isn't a right
It's a privledge and a gift

Happpiness isn't only a dream to some
It's what they need to live.

Happiness means love
acceptance
and laughter

If you can bring me happiness
You are my gift
my dream
My happily ever after.



Happily Ever After
Faces in the street
They know nothing of me,
Faces in the street
They mean nothing to me.

Those faces belong to people.
People who are all around me:
People who chat,and laugh and smile.
People who pass with out a second glance.

And while around me,
These People can see.
But they see only what they want to see,
I for one am not what they see.

So I sit here,
All alone.
Nobody to chat with.
Nobody to laugh with.
Nobody to smile at.

And I do see.
I see what's inside of me.
I see what's inside of them.

Within me is loneliness
A loneliness that eats away,
At my heart
and my soul.

Within them is happiness
A happiness that doesn't include me.
Cause here I am
Filled with loneliness.
Watching as faces pass me by.
Faces
Wherever I go,
It follows.
Constantly on my mind,
Never leaving me alone.

This insecurity kills me
Kills the real me

The real me is dying
She only laughs by herself
She only crys all alone
She only speaks her voice in her head

I can't go on
I will surely die
Maybe not my body,
But my spirit

It needs life
It needs happiness
It needs love

Wherever I go
That need follows
Constantly on my mind
Never leaving me alone.

Life comes from happiness
Happiness comes from love
Love comes from the heart.

Can I have your heart?
Your Heart

In the dark
by myself
Smiling
Not 'cause someone told a joke
Not 'cause someone did a trick

In the dark
by myself
Crying
Not 'cause someone made me hurt
Not 'cause someone made me sad

In the dark
by myself
Smiling and Crying
Jus 'cause someone said they cared
The Dark
We look out into this world
We see sadness
We see hurt
We see anger
We see shame

How do you hate your brother?
How can you hurt your sister?
How can you kill your mother?
How can you shun your father?

Blood or not
We are all connected--
Connected by life
By love
By God

We dream the same dreams of happiness
We have the same hopes of love
We need the same elements of life

We are one:

One race
One sex
One people
One soul
Connections
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