| When the tears begin to roll I feel elated I deserve this pain This pain deep inside This pain that I hide every day Behind one of my many personas People ask �how are you?� Feigning an interest �fair to pissy� I answer �oh� they retort I love my friends I really do I want to lie and say �life is a bed of roses� but I cant I hate my life But I wanna change I want to stop being me Even for a day To be someone else just for a short 24 hours Would be bliss Please someone hear my plea And deliver me from my hell I don�t want to be me |