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Running The Line Out
You made me sad, I wanted to run
Then you said you were mad at yourself for what you had done

I forgave you as I decided maybe there was a chance
So I am going forward now without a backward glance
I have decided that I love you even though I wish it wasn't true
I feel like kicking and screaming and running and fleeing
How could I have let you in?

My walls were good and closed, to all they were opposed
But you were different from all the others
You didn't try to take my walls by force
You just walked right on by as on a different course
Then the next thing I knew, you had come in from the back
I guess a deadbolt back there was something that I lacked

Now don't get me wrong, for you I could live without
I am not crazy in love, with you that cannot be
I'm cautiously still waiting to see if you are going to hurt me
I have my love on a line so that it can be reeled in
I can't let it go too far because that would leave a chance
for me to be hurt again

Did I make a mistake by letting you in?
I don't think I did, no matter how this turns out
Because you have made me happy, for that there is no doubt

If nothing else, you have taught me that there is a little girl
Inside of me who still believes in things
Such as knights and castles and other childhood dreams
I thought that I had lost this and that it never would return
But you have taught me this lesson that I really needed to learn
You taught me that I still believe in all of these things
although not as strong as before and so much more

I hope that we are happy for a long time to come
If we are truly meant to be, then our love will last forever
If not, then at least we have enjoyed the time that we have had together

Thanks for this lesson!

Copyrighted by Amy L. Hicks 2000
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