True friend or best enemy?


What is a true friend?
Isn't it someone whose there for you no matter what?
Don't they love you for who you are?
Aren't they the ones who stand up for you when no one else will?
Isn't them that you can trust will tell you the truth?
Don't they let you know everything they think, even if it's bad?
Aren't they the ones that are suppose to help you in every way?

I'm there for you no matter what.
I love you for who you are, and what you will be.
I will stand up for you, even when you've wronged me.
I have always told you truth in everything, good or bad.
I would even tell you the truth about how you looked in that outfit.
I am here to hlep whenever you need me, even at two in the morning.
Am I a true friend to you?
That I am, and always will be.

As for you, I see.
You've done nothing to deserve my friendship.
You left me when I needed you.
You didn't help me work through the worst times.
You caused me to hurt like I have never hurt before.
You're never there when I need someone to talk me out.
You didn't even tell me when you thought I needed help.
Instead you left me broken and alone, like you were waiting for me to die.

You're not a true friend.
You don't even deserve to have one, let alone one like me.
You run away from everythin, hoping to solve your own pain.
You don't know how to grow up.
You hide in your thoughts of what horrible things that could happen but never would.
You give up on everyone, especially on you, with me in a close second.

Don't tell me that I should be your friend.
Don't tell me that you're trying, I know better.
Don't tell me that things have changed, they haven't.
Don't tell me that you've changed, because you just are more afraid that before.
Don't tell me that things have changed between us, you just don't want to own up to the truth.

You're lucky I don't hate you.
You're lucky that I know and won't tell you the truth behind her.
You're lucky my revenge isn't childish like yours was.

I told you I was sorry for things I had no need to be sorry for.
I told you I was sorry for the right things too though.
Most importantly I'm sorry you have to learn things the hard way.
And I'm sorry that you don't see the truth behind what happened.

You're lucky I still love you.
You're lucky I'm willing to be your friend.
You're lucky I've grown up and don't hate you like I should.
You're lucky that I'll give you anything you want.

However, what you've done will come back to you.
You're heart will bleed like mine has.
You're soul will be tainted like mine.
You will suffer the way I did.
You will get what you deserve,
But it will not be at my hands but at hers.