Well Up Deep Inside....


Just this morning I saw that gross grey.
Something that I just wanted to say.
Thinking of you and all that darkness 
This sky I see now has to be the brightest.

Let all that pain well up deep inside.
I throw myself into that bright red tide.
Just seeing it makes it feel almost right
I'd rather feel that warmth than die tonight.

I expect that same pain to come back again.
The thing is I never want to deal with that sin.
But then it'll help me bleed all that fear away.
As I cast aside all hope for tomorrow or today.

Let all that pain well up deep inside.
I throw myself into that bright red tide.
Just seeing it makes it feel almost right.
I'd rather feel that warmth than die tonight.

Now I have myself back into that sorry game.
I sit here hoping I never have to say it's name.
Only wishing he would have that ability.
To say sorry with complete stability.

Let all that pain well up deep inside.
I throw myself into that bright red tide.
Just seeing it makes it feel almost right
I'd rather feel that warmth than die tonight.

That beautiful black hole sucking me back in.
Majesticly painted in shades of red to darken.
All those old habits come creeping back.
I feel almost like the odds may be stacked.

Let all that pain well up deep inside.
I throw myself into that bright red tide.
Just seeing it makes it feel almost right.
I'd rather feel that warmth than die tonight.

And all that crying just doesn't cut any more.
Filled with so much rage that I've turned sore.
All of it coming out through a fit with blades.
And he still sits there while everyone degrades.

Let all that pain well up deep inside.
I throw myself into that bright red tide.
Just seeing it makes it feel almost right
I'd rather feel that warmth than die tonight.

It never will die away because of you.
I have thought this all the way through.
Pain like this is like a virus in the soul.
But without it I don't think I'd be whole.

Let all that pain well up deep inside.
I throw myself into that bright red tide.
Just seeing it makes it feel almost right
I'd rather feel that warmth than die tonight.