Excerpts From An Email From Me, November 20, 2000:
hiya babes...
how r u feeling today? i hope ok...u mentioned being really sore and weak yesterday and i'm hoping ur feeling a little better...anywayz...i miss u so much...i really enjoyed our weekend together, but it was extremely short...shorter than usual...i guess with turkey bowl on saturday and me leaving early on sunday...it made it seem so much shorter...*sigh*...and now, i may not see u for 2 weeks...our first weekend to be apart =(...i knew that this day had to come eventually...and i know that i should be grateful that we had all those weekends in a row together...and i am...but i'm still really sad...i hope that, if we don't see each other this weekend, that we are strong enough to not let the time apart cause us to fight more than usual (or to fight at all, idealistically)...i promise u that i am gonna try harder to prevent us from fighting...
i told u i wouldn't get my hopes up about u coming to see me on wednesday / thursday...and i won't...although, of course there's gonna be that string of hope...but if u do decide to come up, i'll pay for all the funds that u'll need to get to and from...i hate that ur stressing about $$$...i know u don't wanna take money from me, but if ur really in a bind, u know u can come to me...even if it's just borrowing and u paying me back when u can...but, anyway...if u do end up coming to see me, we really won't have any time together...cuz if u come up after class, that gets u here at around 8 or 9. We could go to dinner or something...and then i'd have to go to work...and u could chill with me like usual and then, since my mom will be in florida, u could go home for a quick nap...then, i'd ask to leave work early (since it's a holiday, they should be ok with that *crossing fingers*)...then depending on what time u have to be home, we'd have that morning to chill...so, as much as i REALLY want u to come and see me, there really isn't much time together =(...but like i said, i definitely want u here if u can make it...
well...it's almost 6am...i can't wait to get outta here...it's so bitter cold outside and i'm not liking it...oh ya...i wanted to tell you that last week, i took a couple of dance classes to get a work out...since i didn't talk to u last week, i obviously couldn't tell u...and then this weekend, it kinda slipped my mind...it's not a big deal, but i just wanted to tell u, because i might be going more often...i told u, i have to start working out b/c i'm getting flabby =( (u even said my butt jiggles cuz it's so fat)...if i don't continue the classes, then i'm gonna join a gym (the one right across the street from me...NY Sports Club)...the place i took the classes is near work, right off the subway...it's that place i've been talking about, but i didn't take one of darrin's class...i think he may be out of town for a long time, cuz his name isn't on the schedules...anyway, my friend lorena didn't come b/c she's pregnant and can't really excercise like that anymore...don't worry...there weren't any guys in the class...well, one that i took had one guy and he was old...so there's nothing to worry about...i'm just doing it to try and get a workout...i hope ur not mad?
ok...well, i guess i'm gonna go now...oh ya...i emailed and faxed ur resume over to that paid internship opportunity i was telling u about...i guess we'll just wait and see...i'll be crossing my fingers...i hope u get it, but in a way i don't want u to stay in md for another year =(...that's just me being selfish...of course i'm gonna want u to get a job/internship no matter where it is...i just wish u could be closer to me, thats all...
ok, babes...i hope u have a good monday...good luck with ur work and ur classes, etc...hopefully we'll talk soon...so, until then, i'll be thinking of u...
i miss u babes...more than u could ever imagine!!!!!
i love you...
me
xoxoxoxo
ps: thanks again, babes for letting me come visit u this weekend and setting some feelings aside so that we could enjoy our time together...it meant a lot to me...thank u...it was a great weekend...143...=*
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