| End It On This You see in the past I had a dream A fantasy I thought that we would last Become a little family Then one, two, three, four The years were flying by They soared And it's my gut feeling It's not happening for me, so... Let's end it on this Give me one last kiss Let's end it on this Let's end it on this You see it's hard to face The addict that's inside of me I want to fill my glass up With you constantly I've been here before But I've never ever felt this sure And now I know I've been dreaming And your actions have inspired me, so... I open up, you ignore me You're not the same at all And if I could turn back The pages of time I'd rewrite your point of view Washed up on the shore Given one last chance To try some more But I'm tired, I'm freezing Let's stop and call it history |
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| Crayon And Ink The arctic surrounded my cold wooden room i don't think i've ever felt so warm these waters brought back to me what i reluctantly believed and i watched as the 4 corners gave way to the ice and the life and the death and the warmth and they were all joined together in that one instant i could feel you crushing me but i didn't want to remember what it felt like to be alive and still feel so cold in crayon and ink what i understood the least were these words not spoken out of fear of the law or self sacrifice and i never thought that confirmation would come in to play and these words were never going to be on the tip of your tongue and i was locked in a place that i'd never seen before without windows but with curtains hanging on the walls and i was forced to believe all i had i had to self deprivate and i was proved wrong when you came back in a room filled with nothing this table looked away from me a kick to your foot and a twist of your head and i saw that you were afraid but if you think that i was just being cold you don't know how scared i was of what i knew... |
| Emotion It's over and done but the heartache lives on inside And who's the one you're clinging to instead of me tonight? I'm there at your side, I'm part of all the things you are But you've got a part of someone else You've got to find your shining star And where are you now, now that I need you? Tears on my pillow wherever you go I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean You never see me fall apart In the words of a broken heart it's just emotion taking me over Caught up in sorrow lost in the song but if you don't come back Come home to me, darling don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight |
| Fade Away you want to see me wasted cause that's the only time I'd kneel before you and you would rather shut your eyes and fly so far above me that you don't even have to say you were ever there open up your eyes and watch me fade away cause I'm drowning myself again you well I don't think you understand this I don't even think you could ever come close and you I know you don't understand what your absence does to me I don't know what to believe when I see your vacant eyes tear away what little faith I ever had in anyone and I shouldn't have let you pull me in and watched you walk away I never wanted to fly without dying before and I believed that you were there to save me from myself but I was just dreaming |