* Partial Complex Epilepsy *
I am so angry shouting out my hate. Letting the world know my frustration. I cry myself to sleep trying to let out all my feeling hoping that in the morning I will be all cried out. Yet I wake with the same feelings I went to bed with. Angry at myself Frustrated with my life. Ready to throw in the flag and walk away. Letting my knees give in and let my body fall to the ground. So lost in my own thoughts I can't even think straight anymore. My thoughts so loud that I feel like yelling just to hear my own voice not to sure if I am even being heard.
I want to yell scream my frustration away letting all my pent up depression out.
Living in a black hole never getting out letting others try to throw a rope in to get me out but only hearing my laugher when I see another fail. I've given up there is not hope I am lost in hear forever and I not going to get out. |
