Miseria Cantare-The Beginning
Sing the Sorrow Lyrics
The Leaving Song pt II
Bleed Black
Silver and Cold
Dancing Through Sunday
Girls not Grey
Death of Seasons
The Great dissapointment
Paper Airplanes(Makeshift Wings)
This Celluloid Dream
The Leaving Song
...but Home is Nowhere
Untitled
This Time Imperfect
Back
Love your hate, your faith lost, you are now one of us! [x3] Nothing, From nowhere, I am no one at all Radiate, Recognize, One silent call As we all form one dark flame Incinerate. Nothing, From nowhere, I am no one at all Radiate, Recognize, One silent call As we all form one dark flame As we all form one dark flame As we all... Love your hate, your faith lost, you are now one of us! [x3]
Don't Waste your touch, you won't feel anything. Or were you sent to save me? I've thought too much. You won't find anything Worthy of redeeming Yo he estado aqui muchas veces antes y regreso To break down and cease all feeling Burn now what once was breathing. Reach out and you may take my heart away. Imperfect cry and scream in ecstasy So what befalls the flawless? Look what I've built. It shines to beautifully! Now watch as it destroys me. Y regreso aqui otra vez y comienzo To break down and cease all feeling. Burn now what once was breathing. Reach out and you may take my heart away. Break down and cease all feeling. Burn now what once was breathing. Reach out and you may take my heart away. I left it all behind and never said good-bye. I left it all to die. I saw its birth. I watched it grow. I felt it change me. I took the life. I ate it slow. Now it consumes me. Break down and cease all feeling. Burn now what once was breathing. Reach out and you may take my heart away.
I am exploring the inside. I find it desolate. I do implore these confines now as they penetrate, "recreate me." I'm hovering throughout time. I crumble in these days. I crumble, cannot, I cannot find reflection in these days. If you listen, listen, listen, listen close, Beat-by-beat, you can hear when a heart stops. I saved the pieces when it broke and ground them all to dust. I am destroyed by the inside. I disassociate. I hope to destroy the ouside. It will alleviate and elevate me. Like water flowing into lungs, I'm flowing through these days. As morphine tears through deadened veins I'm numbing in these days. If you listen, listen, listen, listen close, Beat-by-beat, you can hear when a heart stops. I saved the pieces when it broke and ground them all to dust. I know what died that night. It can never be brought back to life once again, I know. I know what died that night it can never be brought back to life. Once again, I know. I know I know That night, and I'll never be brought back to life once again, I know I know I died That night, and I'll never be brought back to life once again, I know If you listen, listen, listen, listen close, Beat-by-beat, you can hear when a heart stops. I saved the pieces when it broke and ground them all to dust.
I came here today But I left here in darkness And found you Found you on the way And now It is silver and silent It is silver and cold You, in somber resplendance, I hold. Your sins into me Oh my beatiful one Your sins into me As a rapturous voice escapes I will tremble in prayer And I'll beg for forgiveness Your sins into me Your sins into me Oh my beautiful one Light Like a flutter of wings Feel your hollow voic rushing Into me As your longing to sing So I I will paint you in sliver I will wrap you in cold I will lift up your voice as I sink Your sins into me Oh my beatiful one Your sins into me As a rapturous voice escapes I will tremble in prayer And I beg for forgiveness Your sins into me Your sins into me Cold in life's throws I'll fall asleep for you Cold in life's throws I only ask you turn away Cold in life's throws I'll fall asleep for you Cold in life's throw I only ask you turn As you seep Into me Oh my beautiful one Your sins into me Oh my beatiful one Your sins into me As a rapturous voice escapes I will tremble in prayer And I beg for forgiveness Your sins into me Your sins into me Oh Your sins into me Oh my beautiful one Your sins into me As a rapturous voice Escapes I will tremble in prayer And I beg for forgiveness Your sins into me Your sins into Your sins into me Your sins into me Oh my beatiful one
Will you join me in this dance, this dance of misery Cradled in imposs... impossibility? Swooning, I am swept away Swept off my feet, with step by step by step We take the lead as drop by drop, we start... to bleed (Oh, we dance in misery) And we dance on, and we dance on (Oh, we dance in misery) All lost in the arms of our misery, oh (Oh, we dance in misery) And we dance on, and we dance on Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows Will you lend yourself to beauty that will horrify? Let me hide within your black, the still inside your eyes Deafened, caught within a cry So sensual, as step by step by step, I seperate As breath to breath, as I... suffocate (Oh, we dance in misery) And we dance on, and we dance on (Oh, we dance in misery) All lost in the arms of our misery, oh (Oh, we dance in misery) And we dance on, and we dance on Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows So who will follow? Who is the lead? I know I'll leave a stain, because I bleed As we dance, we all dance We all... have no chance in this horrid romance (Oh, we dance in misery) And we dance on, and we dance on (Oh, we dance in misery) All lost in the arms of our misery, oh (Oh, we dance in misery) And we dance on, and we dance on Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows
I'll lay me down tonight Much further down Swim in the calm tonight This art does drown (What follows) me as the whitest lace of light (Will swallow whole) just begs to be imbrued? What follows has lead me to this place where I belong, with all erased All insects sing tonight The coldest sound I'd send God's grace tonight Could it be found? (What follows) me as the whitest lace of light (Will swallow whole) just begs to be imbrued? What follows has lead me to this place where I belong, with all erased I'll lay me down tonight Much further down Watch stars go out tonight On sinking ground I'll lay me down, I'll lay me down (What follows) me as the whitest lace of light (Will swallow whole) just begs to be imbrued? What follows has lead me to this place where I belong, with all erased What follows will swallow whole What follows will swallow whole
Of late, it's harder just to go outside To leave this deadspace with hatred, so alive Writhing with sickness, thrown into banality, I decay Killed by the weakness, but forced to return, turn it off I watch the stars as they fall from the sky I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying I feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry Out there so quickly grows malignant tribes Posthuman extinction excels unrecognized Feeling surrounded, so bored with mortality, I decay All of this hatred is fucking real, turn it on... yeah I watch the stars as they fall from the sky I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying I feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry It won't be all right despite what they say Just watch the stars tonight as they, as they disappear, disintegrate And I disintegrate 'cause this hate is fuking real And I hope to shade the world as stars go out and I disintegrate
I can remember a place I used to go Chrysanthemums of white, they seemed so beautiful I can remember, I searched for the amaranth I'd shut my eyes... to see Oh, how I smiled then, so near the cherished ones I knew they would appear... saw not a single one Oh, how I smiled then, waiting so patiently I'd make a wish... and bleed While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away I can remember... dreamt them so vividly Soft creatures draped in white, light kisses gracing me I can remember when I first realized Dreams were the only place to see them While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away Hope was wasting away Faith was wasting away I was wasting away I never, never wanted this I always wanted to believe I never, never wanted this How could I have become? I never, never wanted this But from the start I'd been deceived I never, never wanted this How could I have become? I never, never wanted this I always wanted to believe I never, never wanted this I never, never wanted this But from the start I'd been deceived I never, never wanted this Inside a crumbling effigy But you promised So dies all innocence But you promised me While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away Hope was wasting away Faith was wasting away I was wasting away
Raise high monolithic statues so fragile as they fall I am ever enthralled Gaze, lie and smirk in time, your arrogance will suit you well 'Til fashion is dispelled As waves of plastic fame go out of fashion You're going out, going out forever unknown These waves of plastic fame go out of fashion (These waves of plastic fame are drying up and I smile) You're going out, going out forever unknown (Because you're dying to become forever unknown, unkown) From above a rain of ashes descends Anathema I will remain, forever will remain From below, in my seclusion Look up to the sky to see paper wings and watch them burn Without habitation, you'll never find a soul inside No life, but nothing's died No lights, but quite the show (Just as long as no one ever knows All motion is pantomime) As waves of plastic fame go out of fashion You're going out, going out forever unknown These waves of plastic fame go out of fashion (These waves of plastic fame are drying up and I smile) You're going out, going out forever unknown (Because you're dying to become forever unknown, unkown) From above a rain of ashes descends Anathema I will remain, forever will remain From below, in my seclusion Look up to the sky to see paper wings and watch them burn Dancing in the rain of descending ash Dancing on your grave, I'll see you all falling Dancing in the rain of descending ash Dancing in your dust, I'll see you all falling I'd stop it, had you a heart I'd stop it, had you a heart From above a rain of ashes descends Anathema I will remain, forever will remain From below, in my seclusion Look up to the sky to see paper wings and watch them burn
Calling tears from deep inside oh you're so exquisite And in the mirror ALL midnight eyes Oh, If I could remain, but it's just a visit all midnight eyes Reflections stay twisted (Twisted) To the love of dancing lights, I beg "May I cut in?" but they never stop playing their song Of a joyous soul they sing Our frivilous words, on a freezing note I rest the day Just like romantic verses Just like a joyous end Just like a memory: it twists me Just like romantic verses Just like a joyous end Twisted me You ran just like the afternoon snow (Cinematic) Onto this melting boy (I melt away) You now just gave me your soul (Cinematic) Bathed in your radiance I melt! In the glitter in the dark, sunken without faith Praying this will never end In the shadow of a star, in static pallor I realize I never began All the colors upon leaving all will turn to grey You ran just like the afternoon snow (Cinematic) You ran just like the afternoon snow (And melt away) You ran just like the afternoon snow (Cinematic) BATHED IN YOUR RADIANCE, I MELT!!!
walked away, heard them say, poison hearts will never change walk away again turned away in disgrace felt the chill upon my face cooling from within hard to notice gleaming from the sky when your staring at the cracks hard to notice what is passing by with eyes low, Oh walked away heard them say poison hearts will never change walk away again all the cracks they lead right to me and all the cracks will crawl right through me all the cracks they lead right to me and all the cracks will crawl right through me and they'll part As I walked away, heard them say, poison hearts will never change walk away again turned away in disgrace felt the chill upon my face cooling from within
Twenty-six years and seems like I've just begun To understand my, my intimate is no one When the director sold the show, who bought its last rites? They cut the cast, the music, and the lights This is my line, this is eternal How did I ever end up here? Discarnate, preternatural My prayers to disappear Absent of grace, marked as infernal Ungranted in dead time left me disowned To this nature, so unnatural I remain alone Twenty-six years end, still speaking in these tongues Such revelations while understood by no one When the new actor stole the show, who questioned his grace? Please clear the house of ill-aquired taste This is my line, this is eternal How did I ever end up here? Discarnate, preternatural My prayers to disappear Absent of grace, marked as infernal Ungranted in dead time left me disowned To this nature, so unnatural I remain alone Give me something, give me something Give me something, give me something Give me something, give me something real I lay strewn across the floor, can't solve this puzzle Everyday another small piece can't be found I lay strewn across the floor, pieced up in sorrow The pieces are lost, these pieces don't fit Pieced together incomplete and empty This is my line, this is eternal How did I ever end up here? Discarnate, preternatural My prayers to disappear Absent of grace, marked as infernal Ungranted in dead time left me disowned To this nature, so unnatural I remain alone This is my line, this is eternal How did I end up here? Discarnate, preternatural My prayers to disappear Absent of grace, marked as infernal Ungranted in dead time left me disowned To this nature, so unnatural I remain alone
We held hands on the last night on earth. Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees, screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves.It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river. So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea and the shattered seasons lay, and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease. In our cancer of passion you said, "Death is a midnight runner." The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide. We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress.The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn as the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop. The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime. I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked if you would accompany in a quick fall, but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good for two. I rode alone. You said, "The cinders are falling like snow." There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty, bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence. Of blue and grey. Strange, we ran down desparate streets and carved our names in the flesh of the city. The sun has stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon and the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines. Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward, and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched into the earth like a message.
I cannot leave here, I cannot stay Forever haunted, more than afraid Asphyxiate on words I would say I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue There are no flowers, no not this time, There�ll be no angels gracing the line, Just these stark words I find I�d show to smile, but I�m too weak, I�d share with you, could I only speak, Just how much this hurts me I cannot stay here, I cannot leave, Just like all I love, I'm make-believe, Imagine heart, I disappear seems, No one will appear here and make me real There are no flowers, no not this time, There�ll be no angels gracing the line, Just these stark words I find I�d show a smile, but I�m too weak, I�d share with you, could I only speak, Just how much this hurts me I�d tell you how it haunts me I�d tell you how it haunts me cuts through my day and sinks into my dreams I�d tell you how it haunts me cuts through my day and sinks into my dreams You don�t care that it haunts me Ohhhh� There are no flowers, no not this time, There�ll be no angels gracing the line, Just these stark words I find I�d show a smile, but I�m too weak, I�d share with you, could I only speak, Just how much this hurts me Just how much this hurts me Just how much this hurts me Just how much you�