| Just sitting, thinking and dreaming I was going to give her flowers the other day But there is a horrible feeling in my stomach Because I just found out how she feels I wish I knew what was wrong with me I wish I was beautiful like her It was somthing about the way she smiled That told me everything would be fine I remember the street lamps Illuminating her hair Haunting me all the live long night I heard things in the terrible moonlight Her ghost moving in the confines of my mind Thinking and dreaming Singing and screaming With an error in my throat It's 4am And I can feel the touch of her earthly hands Smearing blue sweat down the side of my face I can carefully slip out of focus with just one kiss Just laying, thinking and dreaming I know she loves sunflowers And the warmth of a summer's day I love it when she smiles for no reason at all But I didn't know it was all going to hurt so much |