| I might have been crying tonight I can't be sure Can't remember I need to see your eyes again Just once more I need to feel your arms around me tight Take my very being My soul My life And I promise I'll leave you alone I'll disappear for you I promise The floor boards shift and creek Moaning old home Tattered graffitied walls Destroyed Abandoned It's where I go to find you It's where I go to forget you Fireplace has vomit in it My vomit Empty liquor bottles on the mantle Ghosts moving through the living room window Blood running from my nose And onto my shirt The t-shirt that you bought for me It is here that I think about you the most And it is here that I destroy everything we've ever had Funny little pixie smile I need you to be my murderer I need you to be a destroyer of this velvet skin This surface destined for leprosy But most of all I guess I just need you |