I might have been crying tonight
I can't be sure
Can't remember
I need to see your eyes again
Just once more
I need to feel your arms around me tight
Take my very being
My soul
My life
And I promise I'll leave you alone
I'll disappear for you
I promise
The floor boards shift and creek
Moaning old home
Tattered graffitied walls
Destroyed
Abandoned
It's where I go to find you
It's where I go to forget you
Fireplace has vomit in it
My vomit
Empty liquor bottles on the mantle
Ghosts moving through the living room window
Blood running from my nose
And onto my shirt
The t-shirt that you bought for me
It is here that I think about you the most
And it is here that I destroy everything we've ever had
Funny little pixie smile
I need you to be my murderer
I need you to be a destroyer of this velvet skin
This surface destined for leprosy
But most of all
I guess I just need you
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