| Chris has a '91 silver camero now. We go around town in this. He comes over often and we find something to do. He likes guitaring. A few months ago, he met a girl named Shelby. She brought him out of his depressing stage. They were in love and both had never had anyone else. I kinda held back, for I knew Chris needed her at that time. I went on with school on my own a bit, but still happy that Chris had Shelby. We still went places and did stuff, but I understood that Shelby was important to him. It gave me someone to look up to that had something. He changed everything for her. His life revolved around her. She gave him more happiness than his life ever had. After many many months, Shelby began to feel she was in so much pressure with school, life, and the relationship, she broke it off. She was very close to her family and felt she was breaking away from them too much. Chris and I started off our lives once more, but a bit happier. He knew he had a chance and his self-esteem raised. I knew I could try and maybe reach that time. We got into Punk Rock even more. I began researching Punk Rock and discovered it began in the 70's as a rebellion against crap they recieved, authority, commercialism of music, and a lot more. I feel close to the ones who started Punk Rock, for they made my life how it is now. I like the Sex Pistols a lot. They were one of the first. It is summer right now, and I am out of school, but once more as school is back, my life will become interesting. My social life sucks, but I try to get by. I have a journal on my daily life now. It is ALL true. To view it, go to this link below. |