| * words of some meaning * by Sam 2002 note: all of the these poems are works of emotion, lack of sleep and sometimes nonsense. some of them are taken from real experiences but for the most part the desriptions are fictional. they may all seem very sad to you, but please don't worry cause I really am a happy person, but hey, everyone has their bad days. |
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| I lay in silence I try to imagine myself not me I would give anything to be If you'll let me, I'll just pretend awhile that I'm not here at all. You have. and I can't seem to make it. make it make sense. I'd forfeit these deadly emotions and these hanting skills just be normal I'd burn these poetic words and smash all my creations Just let me go withoutthemeven as I write this now I feel That Iam infected and this relentless pursuitof is in vain. Maybe I'm just scared Maybe I'm just afraid to fail Maybe you are simply undaunted by rejection I feel so seperate and isolated from reality But then I listen to radiohead and everythin (in it's right place) is in perspective I am OK, just being a kid. |
| glitter in my head all the time you all are so beautiful paint your vivid landscapes again and again for me don't try to connect with me in person our distant relationship will make this special you all are so beautiful i watch you moving all the time maybe someday we'll meet......or maybe we wont |
| ok, I give up you win we win no one wins when you don't play someone has replaced you again and I am not happy about it either stop talking like that, its not normal! I play out my heart and just shrug on the phone we make plans for forever we make no plans at all Stop bothering me Stop not talking to me I was thinking of someone else ok? Oh how I wish we could touch But I can't tear down these fake landscapes You were so close, but I was so far WE CAN DO SOMTHING I got a call from Bill Clinton I'm sorry I'm just too young to vote You're not even in office I'm not in it either This is my life introduction And my life is passing by The beauty The weather The occasional camping trips Canada My dad tried to teach me My hair is in a hairdon't Just stop23056892046723046820346987230827905687232759062378-569247603463468239046376239846-23746-2347-623746-2938768902334034lp,i[ply.,kp[6l[79l56[7 |