watch the room fade, feel the color gray surround me
I saw you touching candlelight as you sat right next to me
I felt a shiver in your body when I held you close.
And as I look down on these softly glowing places.
I see the darkness in the eyes of these young faces.
And we walk stiffly on a dizzying road that still haunts me
And we stop so suddenly because we realize where we are
I wish I knew what you were thinking
I wish I could reach somewhere inside
I wish I was anywhere but here
But maybe this is where I wanted to go.
I hope I made you smile or laugh somehow in the midst of all this chaos
I saw you tasting candlelight as you sat right next to me
I watched the smearing streetlights and headlights race passed us
But don't you think that I'm a mistake? were you thinking clearly?
I'm not here, and I'm not fake and nobody seems to hear me
And I hope someday you'll find someone that can truely be your friend
Thanks for the words you gave to me that night,
When I was feeling so lonley and so stupid at the same time
They ment so much yet I can't even remember what you said
But this place is tearing me apart
It's tearing all of us.
Please forget you spoke with me
I don't want to be this splinter,
This thorn that stings show sharpley in your mind
when you think back on these things
I'll fade away and live my life and you wont feel this pain.
I saw you breathing candlelight just please forget
forget you even knew my name
Maybe we'll meet again under more pleasent moonlight....
And we gaze out of tinted windows and see the fading stars
And it seems your eyes just pierce my soul and I try to close myself
I try to run, I try hide
I try to make a joke about the way I screw things up so many times.
I live through days like faded slides in a projector that's dimly lit
And as I gaze at you I feel I shouldn't be here
But you are still trudging through these alley ways that run through my head,
I wonder if you'll ever leave
And you are still leaving marks that will take some time to heal.
And as I gazed at you in silence the world seemed so tense.
You seemed so beautiful yet and so saddened.
And I can't get it out of me that this is all my fault.
Please forgive me if I've hurt you
I fall a million feet
My shirt still smells like your clothes
My hands...warm....your hands/face...
please don't drift away
i'm looking into silence while your
whispers/memories fades.
i'm secluded with you but we're so far apart, i'm not sure why i feel like this
but i know that i do...
My shirt still smells like you
we say our last in a humid starless sky
don't cry, don't cry
and where will you be when i'm lonley?
and where would i be without you?
and where will you be...
and where will you be...
don't cry, don't cry
My eyes are tired and my mind is drifting
sleep is taking over...
My shirt still smells like you
My shirt still smells like you
don't cry, don't cry