| Poem's I have written. |
| A Husbands Promise |
| Forgive me my trespass, But I love you. Forgive me my love, But I can take you higher. Forgive me my angel, But I want to make you mine. Forgive me my sweetheart, But I need you so much. Forgive me my lifemate, But do you really love me? Forgive me my lover, But I want your heart with mine. Forgive me my wife, As i promise to love you forever. Forgive me my soulmate, As I try to be the best husband ever. Forgive me if I fail, As I give you the earth, moon, and stars. Forgive me as I give you the Only real gift I can, My Love. Scotty Federoff March 1, 2000 |
| Alone |
| Lost, I found you afloat in the tide of love as we touched and left, To the horizon our love fled, We denied our passions and for that were cursed by an unattainable goal. To love and to lose until we come face to face, Touching yet untouched but by cold hearts and calculating minds We tried to find our balance as we try to find our hearts. Lost along the way was my ambitions, my passion, my fire, But my loins ached and burned steady, for release, for love, but never more. Suffering damnation to be with you lost along the way our hearts as one, But help captive by our fears we retreated from life and love. My heart sings to you by the moonlight as I try to capture your face, A memory frozen by time in my mind. My soul soars to find you but cannot find the missing piece of its counterpart, Its primal essence ripped to shreds, devoured by the populace of hells dark reaches as we try to look, but lost on the sea of desire. I find a light, a hope, a glimmer of you, and run to find you to only see myself in the mirror, Wondering if the stars we share could hide us from each other so cruelly, so totally. So demented so tormented I love you, I need you, You�re my fire, my light, my torch, I�m lost without you as I file in and out trying to overcome my grief of losing you only to find you. I�m living on a prayer as the song goes, and god tries to fight me, to bind me but love will not be halted, will not be stopped or halted in anyway shape or form. I find you, your pedestal, your beauty, your perfectness, I want to worship you, to place you among the stars where you belong, As I free you from your prison and you free me from mine. I hold you, embrace you at last we are one, completely. I am no longer alone. Scotty Federoff May 7, 2001 |
| Gods Children just laugh Oh how they fuel the anger Guage you now now this test Which is stronger Dreams or desires Born from evils pitted stomach My soul screams and shouts The sleeper within Has just been awakened All the steps have been taken To prevent the birth Of this unforsaken I gouge out my eyes So as to not see Rip out my tongue So I wont utter my insanity The demon arises from the pits Powered by my essence Driven by my anger Understood by my hate Give I birth to my imagination Oh this creature of mine As I see the rage in me Quite storms still blow My beast and demons Stay the night In my wildest plight Oh how I sleep A good night! Scotty Federoff Dec 21, 1998 |
| Midnight Serenade |
| WE We are the breakers of Hearts. We are the spoilers of Dreams. We are the disillusioned Fantasies. We are the unaligned Balance. We are the rapers of Fate. We are the killers of Hope. We are the pains of the Rightous. We are the madmen of Lies. We are the bewittlers of Life. We are the tempest of Tomarrow. We are the storms of the Future. We are the unjust champions All Things. WE ARE THE ONLY ONES ABLE TO SET THINGS RIGHT!!!!!!! Scotty Federoff 05/26/00 |
| HOLY UNDEAD AVENGER Vampiristic tendancies I have my fun I have my disease lifes blood flowing through my veins In my hands I hold the reins Out of the night My children cry set me free let me fly As the moon I begin to see I feel tonight I am to be A Holy Undead Avenger A cry breaks out of the night Like a wounded animals plight blood and guts and brains galore I eat it up I want somemore dragons breath and dragons fyre a change in me its my only desire as i drink from the flask oh how it dont last my fangs come out i go to hunt the holy ones are annoyed a sinners life thats not for me a holy undead avenger ill be my curse is strong I shall not see any magic fairy dust healing me a holy undead avenger ill will be. Scotty Federoff August 6th 1997 |
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