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| Quote: I am a cowboy, I am a bear, I am a lover, I am a fighter, I am a logger, I am a druid priest, I am a healer, a doctor, a rose, a peach. I am a part of the world, . But finally in the end I am just me. And for me..is that enough? Only time will tell..... |
| I am 29 years old. I stand 5ft,11inches. I weigh 330 lbs. I am currently working out alot and back into my martial arts to loose the weight and gain muscle. I have natural baby blue eyes that when I am turned on, or excited turn pure liquid silver. I have dark brown/black hair. I am covered head to foot in black body fur! I am a bi/gay male Aries. I was born on April 15th 1975. I have lived everywhere in the world in my 29 years, but call Texas, and Oregon home. I Currently live in Portland Oregon. I was married to a wonderful women, who became a drug addict, so we parted and she died. She left me with my son, who also passed away 3 years later. I blame myself for his death, it was a genetic problem and I should have caught it.Then I found some wonderful men..But have yet to find my soulmate..my Mr.Bear-Right. |
| My favorite things to do are: reading, writing, playing music, listening to music, Roleplaying games, doing research, cuddling on the couch watching movies, going out and dancing, going out to eat, cooking at home dinners, making love to someone special, midnight margarittas and movies with lots of buttered popcorn on the couch cuddling, going out with friends and just hanging out, window shopping, riding my bike, hiking, martial arts, getting into shape (for once in my life), Playing computer games, internet chatting, playing my playstation and other video games systems, collecting old toys, collecting comic books, taking midnight strolls, making love to someone special in a thunderstorm, or in the puring rain, swimming, hottubs, MUCIS and lots of it. Downlaoding mucis, games, movies, and burning them, and of course bears and lots of bears!!!!! The more BEARS the better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| Someone asked me today if i knew myself. I was dumbfounded by that question. It made me think and reflect on my life, my goals and my wants, my needs, and my desires. My answer was no, not truely. So therefore I have under taken a journy to find ME! So as part of my journy to find the true Scotty, I will be doing things out of my nature, and things I love to do. I will be trying to overcome my fears, and my shyness. I hope you all wish me luck. |
| So far...... this is who dragon thinks he is: |
| Im my search I have heard from people I know, trust, love, and care for, I have been told that I am a: kind, caring, honest, loving, funny, honorable, has a big heart, likes to make people laugh, smart, intelligent, wise, a licker, a lover, A good guy. This is just to name a few, but in my quest what does it mean? And how come I cannot feel that way about myself? I mean, I love myself greatly, and I feel that I am a good guy. But I feel I do not desearve such things. So until I get the answer, I will keep looking.........But what does it all mean...who am I? |