[...june...]
[...6.30.03...11.43m...]
Well, well, well. It's been quite awhile since I've actually done anything with this page. I guess I've gotten quite lazy. I suppose it would be easier to just be like everyone else and use a xanga or livejournal or something....and just have the links to the my other pages. Updating this blog on frontpage takes a lot of work. Anyhow...on to more important things. So I went to camp. I must say...it was interesting. Not as fun as I had anticipated, but interesting. I'm disappointed though. I still never found out who my "stalker" was. Man...I really wanna see who he is. Yes...the play went well, of course. We won first place. Like always. And I also got an individual award for my age group. First place. Go me. Haha...and I was going crazy because I didn't know how St. Paul had died. Anybody know? Tell me. It's still driving me a little bit nuts. Yeah...it was my last year as a real participant. It makes me sad that it wasn't funner.
I am currently a chipmunk if you all have been wondering. Yes, I got my all four of my wisdom teeth pulled Thursday and I am/was in excruciating pain. It was absolutely horrible! Well, not the actual surgery, but before and after it. They put me to sleep. That was the scariest part because I absolutely detest needles. So yeah...I was sitting in my chair...and I see them pull out this huge needle. I almost peed in my pants. I honestly wanted to cry went they stuck it into my arm. And like...for some reason...my veins are really hard to find so they were poking around for awhile...which totally made it worse. Anyhow...after the medicine or whatever it was was injected into me...I started feeling really weird...the last thing I remember was me asking my doctor if was supposed to feel funny before he smiled at me with a big "yup." I have to wonder...is that how you feel when you die? Do you just sort of black out like that? I don't know...kind of scary. Yeah...so it was done. And I couldn't talk for awhile...blah blah...I still can't open my mouth very big. It hurts to yawn. It hurts to eat. I can't fit a banana in my mouth! That makes me sad!
Yes...I started my precalculus class today. I must say, it was very very boring! Yeah...even though I know quite a few people in the class...it's still very very boring. It's not that the teacher is a total dud. He just teaches the class like we're a bunch of ten year olds. Seriously, we clap for each person that volunteers....ugh. I don't know...I really hope the next class is a little more interesting...if not...the summer is going to suck big time.
Well...I'm gonna go try and figure out how the whole xanga thing works. *sighs* I am such a conformist.
[...6.17.03...2.09pm...]
I've been wheezing all week and I hate it. It really sucks too. I can't sing or anything...I suppose I could be helping myself by taking medicine and getting more than four/five hours of sleep a night. Hrm, I think I will try that out tonight. I really need to get better before camp...I have to regain my voice so I can help show some SB spirit! Yah!
Speaking of camp, the first rehearsal for our play was yesterday. I must admit, it is a pretty good play...even though it is a rip off of Cinderella. I get to be a rice fairy! Haha...I was thinking about wearing a small rice cooker on my head and carrying a big big rice scooper spoon for my wand. Haha...but yeah...it'll be interesting. Anyhow, I have practice today. Man o woman, it's gonna be boring. Anyone want to come and keep me company? Heh...you can bring me food too. A strawberry banana smoothie would be nice! Heh...plus, you'll get to see me act. Well, me TRY, at least. Haha. I'm excited. It's gonna be so much fun. I mean, competitions, winning, boys, camping out, did i mention boys? Heh, I can't wait to see all the people I met last year. I sure hope they remember me! But yeah...because of my sister's graduation, I have to go up to camp late this year. That really sucks because I have to miss the opening ceremony and the spirit rally. *sighs* But I'm going up to the site early in the morning in order to help set up and make everything look nice and pretty!
Yes, I finally signed up for the stupid precalculus class at CCC. I just have to go take the placement test later. I sure hope it isn't hard. OH yes...I need a job...anyone have any good ideas? And no, I refuse to work at a fast food joint. Never ever will I do that....But yeah, I want to save up money for Hawaii! So yeah...tell me if you think of anything....
I think I'm having a beginning life crisis if that makes any sense. I don't know...it's almost senior year and I still don't know what I want to major in or do in life. It's really frustrating. People are telling me to do this and that and it's really hard for me to hear myself that way. I don't know what I'm good at. I don't know what I like doing that's practical. It sucks....man...it makes me feel like a failure sometimes...Gah...I need some aspirations...
[...6.12.03...]
Man-o-woman. Yes, I know it's been so long since I've actually updated this thing. But can you really blame me? I've been busy with finals and shows and stuff. Now it's all over. Done with. Unfortunately. I'm sad. The academic parts of it wasn't so bad but I really really miss the people.
*Hey momma! Thanks for everything. And I really mean everything...thanks for talking to me about "stuff" and walking me to class even though you-know-who always gave you dirty looks. Haha...but she hates me more. I can imagine what she's going to do when she reads my yb entry in your book. Hahaha....We have to do something over the summer. How about July? Specifically at the end? Hehe...Yes, that WAS a hint.
*Ham-ha! You've courrpted the more innocent boy I know...hehe...but you're still cool. Thanks for hanging out with me and everybody else during lunch and stuff. You're such a sweetie...even though you DO make fun of me all the time. Haha...Do you still have that picture of my butt?
*Fellow flapper! Hehe...it's been so much fun with you in mock trial and choir this year! You totally rock my world. Thanks for driving me around and listening to me complain. Hehe...we're gonna go hula dancing next year! Yah!!
yeah....if you don't think you're on here....don't worry, I still love you. I'm just too tired and lazy to do anymore.
Oh yes. One last thing. Have you ever been in a situation where a person who doesn't really know you hates you for absolutely no reason. Man...prejudiceness. I must say, it's hurts even more....don't ask me why. It just does....