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[...1.22.03...2.51pm...]
yes!! yes!! i think. haha, well, i made it through the first day of finals. how was it? i would say...interesting...tiring...i stayed up last night studying until about one or so. then i finally went to sleep at twoish. i suppose i could have gotten to bed earlier...but i just had to watch AMERICAN IDOL. the show gave me a good laugh. not to be mean or anything, but some of those people genuinely suck. haha, my favorite was the "enrique" guy. i honestly don't know what people are thinking when they go up there to audition. heh. sounds like fun though.
anyhow...i was planning to wake up at 6.30 or so since i didn't have yearbook...oh but at around 5.55 my stupid phone rang and woke me up! grr...just to let you know...don't ever call me that early...that is, unless you warn me ahead of time. but yeah, that killed my peaceful sleep. so i went to chem. gosh. my final was HARD. i think. the endless hours of studying did help a lot though. thanks hUy! you're a pal. blah blah...apush wasn't too bad. i guess it doesn't really matter anyhoo. i could have gotten a zero on the final and still get a b in the class. tomorrow should be pretty easy...just choir and espanol para mi! yup yup.
ugh, i was walking through the mall today and i finally figured out what one of my pet peeves are. you know those girls who like shave their eyebrows and the draw them in. or....the asian ones who dye their hair blond or some other unnatural color...hah...yeah...i don't know why, but that really bothers me. gosh. what happened to natural beauty? i remember those days when it was cool to have bushy eyebrows! sheesh!
[...1.19.02...7.30pm...]
this weekend has been pretty interesting so far. yes, i suppose you could describe it like that. let's see...i didn't do much on friday...but omgosh. i found out that there's no way i can get an "A" in my apush class....*cries* that really bites monkies for me. plus, i hafta finish Roots by tuesday...and trust me- that's gonna be pretty hard to do. i have about 400 more pages to read. it IS an excellent book though. i would recommend it to anybody.
so yes...saturday...i did a little driving. and...i didn't crash into anything either! yes! haha...yup yup. i get my license in a couple of weeks. haha...i'm so excited. but you guys better watch out when i get on the road....it's gonna be pretty wild out there. yeah...i also decided that i wanna get a job over the summer. i think it'll be good for me. build myself some character. i like the sound of that. plus, if i get a job at a clothing store like THE LIMITED...i'll get DISCOUNTS! hey, i like the sound of that. later on, i went to church for dance practice. yup yup...we're performing for tet...so if you wanna come scope us out...it's gonna be at st.barbara church....JANUARY 31st in the evening or something. it should be fun. i think. for some reason, every time i say that...the outcome usually sucks. haha...but yeah...if you decide to come, don't laugh. just nod and smile. you'll always be safe with that reaction. ooh ooh! so i went to church and after that huy, hippy, and hanh came over to my house. yup yup. the guys were trying to help me study for my chemistry final. we got a lot done considering the fact that i get distracted very easily. in fact, i almost broke my glasses that night on three different occasions. yup yup...but i know what ionization and electron affinity are now. yup yup...
and today...well...pretty normal. viet ngu. choir. church. what fun! haha..i just gotta get some homework down. yup yup...no school tomorrow! haha...and my sisters have school...i laugh in their face...muhahahaha....*grins*
[...1.23.03...2.21pm...]
my head hurts. it's interesting, it hurts a lot more than usual. i suppose it could be from lack of sleep. for some reason, i keep on waking up in the middle of the night. i don't know if i'm having scary dreams, or what...what it really bothers me cuz i'm usually a little groggy in the morning. but yes! no phone calls! haha....
so i made my way to school. easy day para mi. choir and spanish final. haha...after our final in choir, we watched "a walk to remember" gosh, that's such a beautiful movie one of my favorites. i've cried everytime that i've seen it. nicholas sparks is such a great author. his stories always seem to touch the heart...and it's also funny how you can relate to each of his stories to. they're great. in fact, i'm reading one right now..."the notebook". it's for my book report. yes, i got desperate and followed ron's advice to read a book that i've already read. ugh. i feel kinda bad. oh wellz...no one will ever no. that is, no one that has better things to do than read this. heh. spanish was muy fAcil. that's nothing surprising.
i was thinking about something today while our class rep. was doing annoucements. the bathrooms at fvhs stink. literally. it's gross. ask anyone...the guys' bathrooms don't even have doors...and stupid ppl pee on the toilet paper instead of in the toilet. oh and grls, when you're done with a tampon or pad...wrap it up for goodness sake. nobody wants to see your blood. it's disgusting. gosh, why do these stupid ppl do this. it shows what kinda of life they live. mess up stuff for everyone else. yuck....now you can see why i have public bathroom phobia.
i was watching american idol again yesterday...and i have fallen in LUV. haha, well, not really, but i want this guy to win. JD ADAMS. what a great voice. and the fact that he's good looking and related to two presidents doesn't hurt either. but yeah...he has the greatest smile. my favorite of all the contestants so far. yup yup. i can't wait until next tueday! yah!
well...i suppose i should go finish my book. after all, my report is due tomorrow. *sighs* the life of a procrastinater.
[...1.25.03...10.31pm...]
i'm sore all over. my legs, thighs and tummy. yup yup. i suppose it's because i haven't exercised in the longest time. haha, yes, i know. it's bad. but what can i say...i'm kinda lazy when it comes to that kind of stuff. so today was pretty tiring. i had three hours of sleep, woke up at seven-ish or so...jimmy came over to watch my concert video later. tsk tsk. he was squinting the whole time. that can't be good for his vision. anyhow...after that, i went to dance practice at church at 11ish. haha...it was...kind of productive. we have most of the moves down. just need to perfect them. yup yup. it should be interesting to see how everything turns out. oh yes, i drove today! yup yup...to get sandwiches and burgers for the whole gang. there's so much food left...man...what a waste. i guess i shouldn't be saying anything...i didn't really eat. *shrugs* i dunno...haven't been eating too much lately. i guess i have a small stomach now. but hey, i'm not complaining.
eh...sorry the entry's so short...i'm just really tired. more tomorrow. toodles.
[...1.27.03...9.46pm...]
today was a typical day of doing nothing. that's right. it's what i do best. yeah...i didn't have school today because of finals. so i woke up at 11 or so. yeah...that's pretty late for me...but you can't blame me...i was up until four o'clock or so...yup yup. it was fun. after that, i called the ppl in charge of the tet festival to see if my little group can perform for it...and i never got through to this one person. and...hippy pointed out that we can't do it without permission slips, so i guess it's a no go. i guess it's all for the better anyhow...we get more time to have fun and stuff there. yup yup...i'm excited! kinda.
but yeah...that's all i did...if you can call it anything at all. ugh, i have school tomorrow. i'm lucky i have such a nice yearbook editor because i don't hafta come to zero period tomorrow. yesss!!
[...1.28.03...11.09pm...]
my goal for the second semester...not procrastinate and STOP being so friggin' lazy. well, it's only the first day of the new semester and i've already failed. haha...yay me! it's not really my fault. i dunno...ap chem hw is so boring...and i figure i can do the homework in yearbook anyway. it's not like we're doing anything in there anymore. ugh...i still have to do my history reading. i am way way behind. i should really get off of my butt, huh? somebody...poke me, plz!! i need to get straight a's this quarter...otherwise i'll never get into stanford!!
yes yes...i have an a in math! i'm so proud of myself! yup yup...so it looks like i'm gonna have two b's...four a's...and i don't know about chem. i got a c on my chem final though...that's pretty good considering i got 63 out of 115 points. haha...i know. it's sad. don't tell me. but i'm crossing my philanges for an a. you could do the same and help me out too!
AMERICAN IDOL was on today...gosh, some of those people really sucked. *shakes head* it was horrible. gave me a nice laugh though. hehe...ooh ooh...i like the red headed kid with the dorky little glasses...such a great voice...and he's the kutest little thing! ooh ooh...and when the five year old came on. he was soooOOO adorable! heh...yeah...dung thinks i should try out next year. haha...what do you think? i dunno...i don't think i could handle simon and his super harsh comments. we'll see. it sounds like lots of fun, yeah? anyone wanna come with me?
well...i have yearbook tomorrow. yucky pooh...i should be getting to sleep. haha.....
[...1.31.03...9.13pm...]
oh gosh, it's not even nine thirty and i am hella pooped. it's been a long day. today was okay...i dunno...kinda bummed. i have a c in chem. for real. i expected it...but when i actually saw it...i was really crushed. *shakes head* i feel so stupid...my first c....*sighs* other than that stupid grade...everything is okay. so after school i went home to get ready to go to church and stuff. i didn't really do much...just kinda sat around and played "hot date." around four o'clock or so, i went to church and got ready for my performance and everything. haha...i must say that it was pretty sad. heh...i messed up! agh! i turned the wrong way. i guess that's what i get for not really practicing. oh well...it's not like there were that many people to see it anyhow. gah...sorry...i'm not feeling too great.
and ya know what? that's the thing that really bothers me. i never feel to great. i don't know why...but i'm sad a lot. what is it...loneliness? ugh...the self pity...i'm out...goodnite everybody...