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[...2.3.03..]
hi hi! cung chuc tan xuan! chuc mung nam moi! happy new year! yeah...i know it's pretty much over, but better late than never, right? anyhow...it's been awhile since i've blogged. but yah...i'll kinda recap my weekend for those of you who are oh-so-curious. trust me. it's not that interesting.
SATURDAY: ooh ooh. first day of the new year. yes, so i woke up pretty early and my family and i decided to go to the parade on bolsa street. i was supposed to meet some of my friends there anyhow. it was quite interesting. it's not your typical rose parade. haha...i dunno...imagine a whole bunch of politicians riding in nice cars waving...and a whole bunch of military cars or jeeps or whatever. fun fun. eh...they really have to do something to liven it up. but other than the parade...it was fun hanging out with my buddies. after that, jimmy took my sisters, hippy, elaine, and me to the tet festival at garden grove park. gosh...it was soOoOO crowded! i got in free thanks to tom! hehe...thanks! anyhow...we walked around for a bit. went on a couple of rides. ate. i finally found the nachos that i wanted. can you believe it? all they have is asian food there...haha.....i didn't do much after that...all of that "FUN" wore me out. so i went to church...and that was about it. yup yup. oh yes, one word of advice...don't each nachos right before you go on the zipper. nuh uhz. not a good idea.
SUNDAY: yeah...so i went to my g-mas's house. haha...isn't that the coolest nickname for my grandmother. hehe...it sounds so ghetto-ishy. haha...she's koo. very funny. yup yup...she played ddr with my cousins and me once. yeah...so the whole family gathered together...all thirty something of us and we exchanged money. heh, that's always fun. i dunno...i got kinda sad though. i lost a lot of respect for someone...i dunno...it's kinda bad. ehh...kinda don't wanna talk about it on here....eh
so yeah...that was my weekend. a little more colorful than usual. oh yes...my dbq test for apush was today. haha...i failed. i should really study and get to sleep more. ugh. i need the motivation. someone...push me! plz!
[...2.6.03...3.28pm...]
i am seriously gonna cry. this was not one of my better weeks. so yes...my mom's friend racheal's husband came over and looked at me yesterday. as it turns out, i could be sick. i dunno...i'm going to my doctor tomorrow right after school. gosh, i really hope i'm not sick or anything. i'm skared. hold me.
ugh...and i don't know where my english book is! ahh!! i hate this. i usually keep it in the locker that i share with the senior and sophomores, but i noticed that it wasn't there yesterday. i asked sophia...and she says she hasn't seen it there for awhile. that must mean that i left it at home...since we never ever use it. or...it's in some other class...and someone picked it up and stole it. i dunno...i'm going psycho...worrying my brains out. ugh...i can't find it at home....maybe i need to look harder. and the bad thing is...it isn't covered...and i don't know if i put my name in it. so i'll never know if it's mine if i see it laying around somewhere. and if i really DID lose it...how the heck am i gonna pay for it? it's like...85 dollars!! i can never tell my mother. she would definitely kill me. for sure. and i won't get to graduate! ahh!! my life will totally be ruined. *cries*
and today...during lunch...my lunch fell to the ground. i know it's not a big deal. but with everything else going on...it definitely does not help my mood. ugh...the world is totally turning against me. what did i ever do to deserve all of this? *sighs*
and i'm worried about my dad...he has hypertension...aka high blood pressure...it's pretty bad. in fact, he's at the doctor's right now. i hope nothing's wrong. ahh....
the only good that i say that happened is that i aced my math quiz...but then again...it wasn't worth very much...so yeah....
ugh....pray for me.....
[...2.16.03...9.12am...]
well, it's been quite awhile since i've done anything to this page. heh, i dunno...been kinda lazy and everything. but i think everybody has a right to be lazy once in awhile, yeah?
so yes...let's talk about this past weekend. not too much went on, but i guess it's worth mentioning.
well...VALENTINE"S DAY: first off, it was jimmy's birthday! yup yup. what a koo day to have ur birthday on. and i didn't really go to school because there was a mock trial banquet. hah, it was pretty fun. i mean...free food from the hilton. what more can i ask for? but yes, we got a little gavel thing for being the finalists....and alex got orator of the year! i knew it! heh...i'm so proud of him. he's so great. anyhow...yes...to all you garden grove district ppl you didn't have school...i had it better off. free food! heh...later in the evening, i watched the lakers game, of course. i'm so disappointed. they lost!!! *cries* it was horrible....if you saw it...you should know what i mean. ugh, let's just hope they do a lot better today against the knicks.
yeah...so i went driving tomorrow. after all, i am getting my license in a couple of weeks. heh...i'm excited. and after that, i went to scouts. normal normal. that was pretty boring. after church, i went to khai's house for a party. it was pretty fun, considering that i'm half sick. yeah...my voice was yucky yesterday...and my throat hurts now. yeah...i stayed over there until tenish or so...and then i walked home. after all, i live right now.
o gosh, you know what's really weird? i woke up to go to the bathroom last night...and i totally walked into the wall. it hurt! and....i had the weirdest dream. eh...i dunno...strange stuff going on. i hope it's over soon.
i gotta go to a little lunch thingy later at seafood palace numba 2. so i'll see ya later....
[...2.19.03..3.57pm...]
oh gosh, i woke up this morning and my throat was on fire. you will now believe how much it hurt. yeah....i wanted to rip it out. drinking all of that water didn't help either. i just had to go pee a lot. ugh...anyhow. other than being sick, today was a pretty good day. i finallly got an A on my chem test. go me! haha, yeah...let's see if i can keep this up. and i didn't really do anything in school...just kinda sit around. to be honest, i like doing that.
yeah, so i have this apush test tomorrow...and i should really study...but there's a laker game on tonight. i guess i could study after the game. after all, it should be over by nine o'clock or so. yup yup...oh yes! yesterday's game was amazing for those of you who didn't watch it. needless to say, the lakers won...and kobe is my new hero. i've decided that i like him more than jc! ah! too bad he's married. well, anyhow...tonight they take on the utah jazz. they should be fine...they better win...cuz i'm giving up three hours of studying time for them.
i'm off. toodles.
[...2.26.03...8.52pm...]
It's exactly five months until my seventeenth birthday and it hasn't exactly been the greatest day ever. First of all, we had a test in AP chem today and I'm the only person who didn't know about it. It doesn't make any sense. How could I not have known? I've been paying attention in that class all week? It just so happens that I've been having difficulties with the subject matter so I don't think I did too well on the test. It was pretty hard, and I didn't even do all of the problems. There was simply not enough time.
Next, in APUSH we got our DBQs back from who knows when. It doesn't matter. I did horrible. Really, really bad. C+ bad. That's the worst I've ever done on an essay!! I don't know what's wrong with me. I usually do fairly well on essays. Ugh, there goes my "a". *sighs*
And my dad was in a bad mood today. It seems like he's always in a bad mood these days. I don't know, but he's always yelling and scolding somebody. It's usually not me, but for some strange reason, it makes me sad even when he yells at my sisters or something. Yeah, I'm a little weird. I've been awfully sensitive lately...and I kind of dislike it. It doesn't make me feel very good.
And to top it all off, I'm still sick! I hate this, I can't sing in choir when my throat feels like crap. And i'm also coughing and wheezing every five minutes. Ask Danny, he knows. He sits next to me in math. I think I got him sick. But yes, I hate feeling yucky...but then again...who does?
Can everyone pray for Johnny? He's one of the guys from my church and he got into a pretty bad accident on Sunday evening. He's currently unconscious right now, but I'm pretty sure he'll be fine. I hope. Right? All it takes is the power of prayer...he'll make it....gosh, i can't stop worrying.
All of this makes me rethink everything. I need to stop whining and complaining and start appreciating the things that I have. I mean, who knows how long I have left to live. I don't know when God's going to take me. I just hope it's not any time soon. Death scares me....
[...2.28.03...6.00pm...]
Okay, I did it. I passes my license test today. For some reason, I'm not that excited. I dunno...I thought that I'd be happier about it...but I guess it doesn't really matter if I have it or not. It's not like I have a car. And I'm not insured for the cars in my household...so I can't drive without one of my parents or brother in the car anyhow. Eh. Whatever. I just need my own car.
But then again, today wasn't exactly the greatest day. In the morning, I dropped my tape recorder and kind of broke it. That was really bad because I still had to record myself speaking in Spanish for nine minutes. Luckily, Christina was able to fix it. Heh, she's currently my new hero! But yes, I managed to finish recording, but I think I'm still thirty seconds short or so. I don't think Gonzo will notice. Or at least I hope he doesn't.
Ugh, feelings haven't improved. Still feeling kind of yucky. More Later, laker game in 30 minutes.