Poetry

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Forever Hers
You're at her every beck and call,
She tells you what to do, you'll do it all.
You don't even realize how she dictates your life,
If you turn your back on her she'll stab you with a knife.
You're such a little puppy dog following her all around.
She leads you by a leash and has you tied and bound.
Your eyes are filled with infatuation,
Your lips wanting hers in temptation.
But you've got to open up your eyes and rise up for her demise.
To pound her into the ground.
Muffle her every manipulative sound.
But if you don't you'll be forever hers to train,
Because she has a spell on you and is controlling your brain.
When you want to get out, don't say I didn't warn you,
It's entirely your fault, don't put this on me, put it on you.

Losing Love
So much time wasted on something I lost,
Love is so blind you don't even know the penalty the cost.
The person just leaves without saying a word of truth,
Without giving you a goodbye and acting so uncooth.
If you lost someone like I did you'll feel extreme pain.
Pain so forced onto your heart making you so dizzy, driving you insane.
You lose the feeling of hope and the pain hurts so much,
You start to miss the love, you start to miss the touch.
Time seems to pass slowly as opposed to being fast.
The pain sinks in deeper and is likely to last.

Holding Your Breath
If you don't breath you might die,
if you die you might learn how to fly.
If you fly you might be able to kiss the sky.
If you kiss the sky you might let out a sigh,
because of how you feel,
because you know it's for real.
The feeling that overcomes you is like a wave, ready to pave,
over yourself helping you out and you're ready to shout
and you're finally not blue,
you can finally be you.. but..
you're dead.

Shadows
Shadows casted by the chair,
in them hides all despair.
Dark and damp it seems to be,
It's something that intrigues me,
but then to have the shadow there,
you'd have to have light in pair.
To see the glare beside the dim,
makes you wonder how the shadow appears so grim.
Because the dark cannot be w/o the light.
It doesn't take the helper in spite.
They need eachother to have just one,
and beside eachother they do not run,
because they have to work together.

Two Dans
Two Dans, cool, interesting, and funny guys
Intelligent, weird, unique with curious eyes
Both fight with humor towards one another
Without eachother knowing it,
they love eachother like they would a brother
Even though they deny what everyone does see
They're still the coolest pair of Dans to me
With their one of a kind style and their attitude
With the way they smile and the way they say dude
And how they make me laugh, something that I appreciate
All I have for them is love never hate
Even though one claims he is evil and the other is a constant flirt
I still love them for who they are even if they ate dirt.

Screwed But Strong
You screwed me over and now I'm lost,
I'm left here standing with no questions,
but was it easy to lie to me?
Your eyes looking in mine so confident,
giving me fruitilicious words with no meaning at all,
frantically searching your own mind for convincing words,
staggering in your search for the "holy excuse",
you clouded my mind with excuses,
you told me there was no one else,
but there was and the betrayal was there.
It was so obvious but I acted like I didn't care,
I put up a fake facade which broke my heart,
if you saw my insides, they were torn apart.
So hideously my mind took in your lies.
But still, how pathetic I may seem, I was stronger than you,
I am stronger than you.

Untitled - By Derek (a.k.a. jEsTeR)
Dreaming of this day as it never came
Watch the flowers in bloom slowly wither away
There we stand, facing eachother
You stand there, wildly shimmering
Comforting me with your soothing eyes--
But you're unaware...
Unaware of me in front of you
I open my arms to embrace this moment
Backed away by a cloud of dust
As it forms between us...
Losing you...your sight....your smell....
This wall that seperates us
My fist, bleeding...
My flesh, torn...
Losing the moment, my hopes buried inside me
Memories made up are all I have left
Remembered...cherished...
Tired, I lay back
And into the void again...
Care?
Do you care about me at all?
��� Do you care?
����Care..?
����� Care...?
When I look into your eyes do you really see me?
Beyond looks?
��� Beyond..?
���� Beyond...?
--Beyond this waiting body
Beyond my frown
To see inside my soul
���� To know..?
����To know...?
To know of my love for you
To know me
--Again:
Do you care about me at all?..
I would go beyond the set limits of love,
Beyond the walls which are stone, covered with bloody spikes:
���To scare away
����The ones who are weak
But I am not weak.
I will go beyond..
Beyond and still further
..Still do you care at all?..
I would purposely prick my finger on the thorn of a rose,
If it(meaning the rose)would want my red life
���To live
To live just to bloom
In honor of you
Yet..do you care?
Do you care if there is a fire
Burning inside me,
Making my heart its first victim to turn to ash?
The ash that would be worthless;
Not important
-Tainted with harsh smoke..
Would you care,
��Should you care..
���Do you care about me at all?
���� Do you care about me?
����� Do you care?
������ Do you?
������� Do you?

Untitled
You said it and meant it once
Only for a short while did it last
Maybe you think I can't take a hunch
You showed me in that little bit of time
That you can be as sweet as anyone would want
Now you've got me craving for you
You and your sweetness
But now it's faded
It seems like you've forgotten
Its just left me here with bitterness
My patience shortens
You act so mean and gruesome
To everyone..including me
Your eyes, like your heart, are shut now
You can't see all this pain you deal to me
Why is it that you said those 3 words
And now you take them back
Please show your feelings
Before this pain becomes a severe attack
Upon my heart
Upon my soul
All my insides just dissipate
But I don't regret all I feel
Because I choose to love you
Just give me a yes or no
Sometime soon
Just don't answer me too late
Say it
Sometimes I feel like my heart will give up
I feel like I'm in love
But at the same time I feel like he hates me
It hurts too much to bare
Why is my heart even here?..
Just to keep me living 'til tomorrow
To see him again
And feel a sense of longing once more
Am I his lover or just his friend?
Wouldn't it be easier if I knew which one?
To know would make the sadness end?
Or maybe just make it worse
If I was just his friend I couldn't be his lover?
Or if I was his lover we would never be friends?
Such confusing results there would be
But I really need to know if he wants me..
Were those breath-taking words he said before just lies?
False hope?
He should just send me away
So I can start to cope
To cope from many losses of a dear love
I've been hurt before..
It always ends with me..
Being shoved out the door
God..I really wish I knew
Just give me a clue
If he does want me to leave him alone
Never to speak to him again..
He should just say now,
Before I drown in my own tears
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