I've put up with so much of this same old bullshit! I've put up with far too much of how I act around you! I hate the things that I do. And I hate the way that I can't conceal the way I feel for you. But when it's all said and done I'll be the one who is dead. Telling you just made the whole thing worse, and everything I wished to say is now all gone.
I want to live inside the TV screen where everyone get's fucked by plastic queens. And everyone can just pretend to know what Love is, or however it goes, I don't really care right now.
Take me away to somewhere where no one listens and no one cares, oh wait we're already here. If I gave you the gun would you put the bullet in my head or do you want to see me do it on my own? Maybe you didn't listen and maybe you never really cared but it all to you anyway. But it just pushed you away. So run away and leave me alone right here.
I know that you never cared about me. But I still cared about you.
I know that you never wanted to look me me the eye. But I didn't know it then. I know that it's pathetic but is there any reason to hate me for it?!
I want to live inside the TV screen where everyone get's fucked by plastic queens. And everyone pretends to care! And everyone pretends to know! But no one really has a heart out here!