second time. second chance. i held you in my arms. you let me go. you told me i was nothing you'd ever want to know. i could've said "i love you" but no-matter how i make myself up for you. i know that my face and form will never be enough for you. i know you'll always be too much, too much for me to love. second heart. second wound. you kiss me a farewell. you throw me away. i couldn't do anything to change how you feel for him. i know that my face and form will never be enough for you. i know you'll always be too much, too much for me to love. and still i try. and still i'm trying. willing to tear my face and form away, willing to take on another life today. willing to be more comely than you ever thought i could. but i know even then, i won't be enough for you, i know you'll still instill in me to much love to live in me. too much care too grow in me. there's no time for goodbyes.