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In my younger years, music was my life. I began singing with the adult choir at the Methodist church (pre United Methodist) where I was a member as a child. I was a soprano soloist back then and gradually progressed to low Baritone.
I was very active with the MYF (Methodist Youth Fellowship) in my local church and the sub-conference and conference levels, holding a number of offices over a period of time. It appeared my life was "cut and dried." I would go into the ministry in the Methodist Church. This all changed when I enlisted in the Army. I never saw combat, but it changed my life in ways I had never expected. I left the church. For years I resisted returning to the church. I was running from God.
I have known all my life that I should be singing for the Lord. But always found some reason to put it off. The Lord has a way of never letting you forget what he wants you to do. Finally the guilt of knowing I was running from God got the better of me. I hadn't known a "personal relationship" with God. Then October 5, 1997, I answered an alter call, and my life has been in absolute turmoil ever since.
Judy (my wife) and I travel where ever we're called. This is a "We" ministry. My wife doesn't sing, but she is almost always with me. Not only is she my biggest fan and most vocal critic, but she is also my best friend. She knows when something isn't right during a concert. I always know where she is sitting in the congregation, and I can find her and see the understanding and support she has for me in her eyes. Sometimes when I have a "senior moment" I'll find her mouthing the words to the song and it puts me back on track. Other times I find her counseling with someone in a corner of
the room. She is a gift from God. He knew who I needed by my side.
I think my favorite verse is Psalms 34:7. "Delight yourself unto the Lord, and he shall give you the desires of your heart." This verse was pointed out to me when I first told my pastor that I wanted to serve the Lord, but didn't feel worthy to be even a small part of spreading his word. I mean I was a sinner. How could God use me? And now when I sing I feel that anyone that wants, can see straight into my soul. This is a love-hate ministry. When I sing I feel as though my most intimate secrets are laid bare for all to see. But I am compelled to serve. As the Apostle Paul must have felt as he wrote to the Church at Corinth (I Cor. 9:16) "For though I preach the Gospel, I have nothing to glory of: for necessity is laid upon me: yeah woe is unto me, if I preach not the gospel!" This is referring to financial support for ministers, but I feel his need to preach the truth no matter what the cost.
My needs are few, but your prayers are the most rewarding thing that anyone can do for me. God will provide for the needs of this ministry as long as He sees fit. I pray that His will is accomplished.
After a friend had heard me in concert she said "you don't sing, you preach to music." I could ask for no greater compliment than this. That is my goal if it be His will.
Born in Indianapolis and moved to Terre Haute area in 1980. Married with 6 Daughters and 15 Grand Children (at last count. Grandchildren keep changing). Recently became a member of Trinity Baptist church in Brazil, IN. Formerly a member of First Baptist church of North Terrehaute.
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God is with us.
Leroy Simmons
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