To Get Me To You
Well I, I still can remember
times
When the night seemed to surround me
I was sure the sun would never shine on me
And I, I thought it my destiny
To walk this world alone
But now you're here with me
Now you're here with me
And I don't regret the rain
Or the nights I felt the pain
Or the tears I had to cry
Some of those times along the way
Every road I had to take
Every time my heart would break
It was just something that I had to get through
To get me to you
To get me to you
Staring out the window he couldn't
help but be amazed at where his life had ended up. All the endless nights
without her, all the pain and destruction they had faced and yet they had ended
up here. Looking back he couldn't think of anything he regretted, because in
the end everything was worth it. His heart was full and he had everything he
ever wanted sleeping in the other rooms of the house. His mind drifts back to
the turning point. A moment he would never forget.
Flashback:
J: Carly leave it alone. I want
you to stay away from Elizabeth.
C: She will break your heart Jase,
please walk away now.
J: CARLY, I can't do this now.
Carly looks deeply into his eyes
seeing all the pain and just wanting to help take it away, but turns and
leaves. Jason feels the anger build up inside him. He had hurt her yet again.
It was all he could do to push her away when all he really wanted to do was
take her in his arms and never let go. He missed his best friend and all he
could do was let her walk away. He had wanted to tell her that it wasn't
Elizabeth who was breaking his heart she was. He couldn't take it anymore
seeing her and Sonny together and happy was tearing him up inside. He began
trashing the place, breaking chairs and smashing beer bottles. Carly stopped
outside the door, something wouldn't let her leave him. She heard all the noise
and went back inside, she stopped when she saw what was happening. She had
never seen Jason so out of control. She watched as he broke chairs and
shattered glass everywhere then finally he sank to the ground against the
jukebox. Carly entered and walked over to Jake.
C: I will pay for everything,
think you could close up Jake. We need to be alone.
J: Sure thing Carly, just take
care of him.
C: I will.
She slowly approached him. He had
his head in his hands. She knelt down in front of him and took his hands in
hers, pulling them away from his face. He knew the moment she touched him that
it was her, he could never forget her touch.
C: Jase, look at me.
He slowly raised his head. The
tears began to well up in her eyes when she that he was crying.
J: Just leave Carly.
C: No way buddy, you're my best
friend and I am not going anywhere.
Jason stared at her looking deep
into her eyes. He was so tired of pushing her away. So he gave in and did what
he had wanted to do for so long. He grabbed her pulling her into his arms.
C: It's going to be okay Jase.
J: I need you Carly, please don't
go.
C: I'm not going anywhere.
Jason finally let go of all he had
kept bottled up for so long. He cried and let out all the pain. She was in his
arms and he wanted her to stay forever. Carly didn't let on but she was
worried. She had never seen Jason like this before, he was always the strong
one that she leaned on. She slowly pulled away from him.
C: Jase what happened, what is
going on?
J: I need you to stay.
C: Okay, but let's go up to your
room where we can talk, come on. She stood and held her hand out to him, which
he gladly accepted and they went up to his room.
Jason sat down on the bed,
desperately trying to figure out where to begin. Carly had gone into the
bathroom and came out with a cold wet washcloth. She leaned down in front of
him and gently swiped the cold cloth over his face, wiping away his tears, then
she put the cloth on the back of his neck. Jason just watched her and reveled
in her touch. She always knew how to calm him. She was home to him.
C: There just relax Jase. There
isn't anything we can't work through together. You have always been by
strength, now let me return the favor. She sat down on the bed leaning her back
up against the wall.
C: Here come and lay down. You can
tell me what's up when your ready to.
J: What about Sonny?
C: Ya right, he could care less
where I am. Just rest Jase.
Jason crawled up onto the bed and
laid his head down on her lap. Carly began rubbing his back. Jason closed his
eyes and fell asleep, finally feeling at ease under her soothing touch. Carly
watched him as he slept. She missed sharing moments like this with him. They
used to be inseparable, now things were so strained between them. She wished
that they could go back, back before all of the pain and heartache and have one
more chance. That was all she ever wished for - just one more chance. A chance for
them be together and be happy. Carly closed her eyes and let sleep take over.
Jason was the first one to wake up, he still felt Carly's hand upon his back.
He smiled as he sat up and saw that she had fallen asleep. He gently brushed a
loose strand of hair away from her face, his fingers lingering on her cheek as
he watched her sleep. She slowly opened her eyes, feeling his touch and smiled
at the sight of his beautiful face.
C: Hey
J: Hey yourself.
C: I guess we fell asleep.
J: Yeah, thank you.
C: For what?
J: For being here with me.
C: Jase, you are my best friend,
there is nowhere else I would rather be. Hey what time is it?
J: Ah, its 1:00 AM. Sorry, Sonny
will be upset.
C: Haven't you noticed he hasnıt
even called to see where I am. He doesn't care Jason, as long as I am not
bothering him. But that is not what I want to talk about. Talk to me Jase. You
know you can tell me anything, what is going on with you?
J: I don't know where to begin.
C: Is it Elizabeth, did she hurt
you.
J: Carly!
C: What? Jase, talk to me. Do you
love her?
J: No I donıt love her, god Carly.
I wish you
C: You wish I would what?
J: This is hard for me you know I
am not good with words.
He stops and just looks at her,
how was he going to tell her that he wanted her in his arms forever, and he
wanted them to have children together and that he was totally and hopelessly in
love with her. So he did the only thing he could think of and took her face in
his hands and kissed her. All the emotions he had been hiding escaped through
his lips as he kissed her. Carly automatically wrapped her arms around his neck
letting herself enjoy the warmth of his lips on hers and the taste of his
tongue as it danced around her mouth. Snapping back into reality she pulled
away from him.
C: What are we doing?
J: Something I have wanted to do
for months. I am sick of living without you Carly. You wanted to know what was
wrong tonight? Its not Elizabeth who is breaking my heart it is you! I can't do
this anymore, I can't pretend that my heart isn't breaking because you are not
with me, that you are not in my bed at night and not in my arms every morning.
God I thought I had the strength to walk away from you, but I can't. You are my
heart, and it kills me to see you with him.
Carly couldn't hold back the tears
any longer and they rolled uncontrollably down her face. Jason reaches up and
wipes away her tears with his thumb.
J: Straight out Carly, I love you
and I want you with me forever! After the words left his mouth he felt like a
great weight had been lifted from him. He had wanted to say those words for so
long now.
J: Carly?
C: I can't breathe, I can't
breathe Jase, I
J: Carly, look at me, look in my
eyes.
She does as he tells her, god
those eyes they had been her comfort and her strength so many times, now
looking into his ice blue eyes she saw her home, he was her home.
J: Now slow your breathing down,
in and out slowly that's it. Look at me baby. Good!
Once her breathing is back under
control she closes her eyes, remembering her wish. She always had one wish, one
wish that she silently made on every brilliant star she saw at night, the wish
she thought would never come true, that one day Jason would tell her he loved
her and wanted her with him.
J: I'm sorry Carly, I don't want
to hurt you anymore, all I seem to do lately is hurt you.
C: Jase, stop.
J: I need you with me Carly, I
can't let you go again, please baby, tell me you still love me.
C: Do you think I could ever stop?
J: You love me?
Carly leans forward resting her
forehead against his, tears falling down her face.
C: Always have always will. But
where does that leave us?
J: With a future together.
C: How?
J: Carly, please just leave him
and come home to me.
C: Just like that, leave him and
come with you? Where?
J: Yes just like that..it is that
simple! We can go anywhere, stay here, leave, go to Alaska, I don't care as
long as we are together.
C: Okay!
J: Okay? Yeah?
C: Yeah!!
End
of Flashback
A huge smile spread across his
face thinking back on that night, the night they had both taken a leap of
faith. A leap that had paid off. Here it was three years later. They had left
Port Charles behind and were married. Michael was now 8 years old and he was a
big brother to Riley Spencer his two year old sister. Everything he had ever
wanted Carly had given him. He felt her enter the room and turned to see her
smiling at him.
C: Hey you left me alone in there.
J: I'm sorry baby, come here. She
came to him and he wrapped his arms around her hugging her tightly.
C: What ya thinking about?
J: Just that things are perfect
and how happy I am.
C: It took us long enough didn't
it?
J: Yeah but we finally made it.
C: The kids are sound asleep, so
take me back to bed Mr. Morgan.
J: You don't really want to sleep
do you Mrs. Morgan?
C: The only thing I want is for my
gorgeous husband to make love to me till the sun comes up. Think you are up for
an all nighter?
J: Hell yes! He scoops her up into
his arms and carries her back into their bedroom.
Well I, I still can recall the days
When I had no love around me
Makes me glad for every day I have with you
And I, I look in your eyes and know
I'm right where I belong
And I belong with you
Always belonged with you
He gently sets her down so that
they are standing in front of their bed. Taking his hand he reaches to stroke
her face, looking into her eyes.
J: When you found me I was
remembering that night, our night.
C: Ah yes, our "defining
moment".
Jason smiled he loved how she
always referred to that night as their defining moment. It really was for them.
It is said that everyone has one defining moment in their lives, one that will
change everything. That night that she came back into Jakes for him was their
moment.
J: I love you Mrs. Morgan.
He lowered his lips onto hers, tenderly
nibbling on her lips, while his hands pushed the straps of her nightgown down
over her shoulders so she stood naked in front of him. He slowly pulled away
from their kiss so that he could look at her. She hadn't changed a bit, she was
still as beautiful as the first day he saw her. Carly just smiled at him as she
pulled his silk pajama bottoms off over his hips, letting them fall to the
floor. He pulled her to him and they fell back onto the bed. He positioned
himself on top of her, sliding his thigh between her legs, making room for
himself. His hands wandered over her body caressing her chest and stomach, as
he followed them with his tongue. When he reached her stomach Carly grabbed his
face, stilling him. He looked up at her, his eyes sparkling with fire.
J: Carly?
C: Jase, your gonna be a daddy
again!
J: A new baby?
C: Yeah, in 8 months we will have
another little Morgan running around.
J: God Carly, you have given me so
much. You make me so happy.
He leaned down and started placing
gentle little kisses all over her belly, then began talking to her tummy.
J: Hey there little one, I'm gonna
be your daddy. Your mommy and I are gonna love you so much. Wait till you see
your mommy she is so beautiful and she is the love of my life.
He slowly made his way back up her
body, taking her arms and positioning them over her head, as he sank into her
waiting warmth.
J: A new baby! I love you so much
Caroline Morgan.
C: I love you to daddy.
He began to slowly thrust in and
out of her as his lips laid claim to her neck and collarbone. She wrapped her
legs around his waist pulling him in deeper, while she moved her hips in a
circular motion causing Jason to gasp for breath.
J: God Carly, when you do that,
don't stop, never stop!
C: I know baby, I feel it, we fit
so perfectly.
Jason increased his thrusts as he
released her arms grabbing onto the sheets for control. Carly placed her hands
over his as she felt her self spiraling out of control.
C: JASE, that's it. Oh GOD!
And I don't regret the rain
Or the nights I felt the pain
Or the tears I had to cry
Some of those times along the way
Every road I had to take
Every time my heart would break
It was just something that I had to get
through
To get me to you
To get me to you
He felt her tighten around him and
watched as her body violently shook underneath him. He leaned down covering her
mouth with his as he climaxed, filling her completely. They collapsed against
each other holding onto the completeness they both were feeling. Jason kissed
her neck and whispered "I'm gonna be a daddy again, I can't wait".
Carly laughed at the way he stated it. He was so proud and excited. No matter
how long they had been together, she found that she fell deeper in love with
him more and more each day.
J: We are right were we belong
baby, everything we have been through was worth it cause it Got Me To You! I
love you Mrs. Morgan. You have my heart forever!
C: I love you to Mr. Morgan.
And if I could I wouldn't change a thing
Wouldn't change a thing baby
Because your love was waiting there for me
Waiting there for me baby
And I don't regret the rain
Or the nights I felt the pain
Or the tears I had to cry
Some of those times along the way
Every road I had to take
Every time my heart would break
It was just something that I had to get
through
To get me to you
To get me to you
Jason moved off to her side,
pulling her along side of him and wrapping his arms around her. He protectively
placed a hand on her stomach. Carly smiled as she closed her eyes, feeling so
safe and loved. What had seemed to be a lifetime of past loneliness and
regrets, had changed for them into a life of love and happiness as they had
fought and found their way back to each other. Back where they belonged.
The End!
