~Let’s Be Us Again~

Lonestar

 

 

Tell me what I have to do tonight

Cause I’d do anything to make it right

Let’s be us again

Sorry for the way I lost my head

I don’t know why I said the things I said

 

 

Standing out in the pouring rain trying to get his wife to let him into their home, he realized how stupid he had been.  It was a moment of anger and the words had escaped his mouth and now he wished he had never spoken them.  The minute he said them he saw the hurt in her eyes, and then the blonde force of nature known as his wife struck and he had walked out, thinking it would be best for them both to calm down.  Now as he tried to get Carly to let him back into their home he realized that perhaps leaving wasn’t the best choice. 

 

J:  Carly please open the door.

 

C:  What do you want?

 

J:  I want to talk about earlier.

 

C:  Oh you want to talk now?   Well too bad I don’t want to talk.

 

J:  Carly its pouring out here.

 

C:  Yeah and?

 

J:  And……and I am soaked.

 

C:  You’re the one who left Jason.

 

J:  Well I am here now and I’m not leaving Carly, if I have to stand out here all night I will.

 

C:  Do what you have to do Jason.

 

He sighed heavily, knowing this was going to be one long night.  He had always admired his wife’s strength and stubbornness, but now those qualities he loved were working against him.

 

            Here I stand,

With everything to lose and all I know is I don’t wanna ever see the end

Baby please I’m reaching out for you

Won’t you open up your heart and let me come back in

 

                                                           

She had spent the last hour trying to keep her mind off the fact that her husband was still standing out in the rain. 

She finally put her magazine down and made her way back over to the door.  Carly looked out at Jason, he was totally drenched.  He looked up and they locked eyes, it was obvious he loved her, she knew that, but God that man could infuriate her like no other.  He was wrong, he never should have said the things he did and then before she could continue their fight he walked out, he had walked out on her. 

 

J:  Carly, please……

 

 

Look at me, I’m way past pride

Isn’t there some way that we can try to be us again

Even if it takes awhile ill wait right here until I see that smile

That says were us again

And here I stand with everything to lose and all I know is I don’t ever wanna see the end

Baby please I m reaching out for you wont u open up your heart and let me come back in

Lets be us again

 

 

 

Looking into his eyes, her hands seemed to have a will of their own and they automatically began unlocking the door.  She opened the door and stood in front of him.  Seeing the pain in her eyes, the pain he caused tore his heart apart.   He reached out to her, but she pulled away.

 

J:  Carly, I am so sorry.

 

C:  Oh well the mighty Jason Morgan is sorry, well then I guess that makes everything all okay, she spat out sarcastically.

 

J:  I never should have said the things I did and I wish I had never said them.

 

C:  You hurt me today Jase, you really hurt me. You’re my husband; you are the one person in this whole world that I trusted the most; you are the one person that I thought would never hurt me.  You know I am not perfect Jase, and you know I do crazy things sometimes, but I love you with everything in me. 

 

He hung his head down and closed his eyes, the pain of her words were like razors to his skin.  

 

 

And here I stand with everything to lose and all I know is I don’t ever wanna see the end

Baby please I m reaching out for you wont u open up your heart and let me come back in

Lets be us again

J:  You are my life Carly, I have never loved anyone the way I love you.  I do and say stupid things sometimes, but this time I was wrong and I am so sorry.

 

Tears were forming in his eyes as he whispered emotionally, “Please forgive me………I can’t live without you Carly.”

 

Baby, baby what would I do, I can’t imagine life without you

Here I stand with everything to loose and all I know is I don’t wanna ever see the end

Baby please I’m reaching out for you wont you open up your heart and let me come back in

 

 

They stood in front of each other not saying a word, Jason begging her with his eyes to let him back into her heart.  Slowly he inched closer and closer to her finally reaching her he lowered his head resting his forehead against her chest his hands starting to pull her tiny waist into him, all the while whispering “Please Carly, I love you……….I love you.”  

 

Her walls crumbled from his touch and words, her heart and body just ached for him.  She finally let out a breath she had been holding in it seemed since their fight.  She wrapped her arms around him and he took her in his arms and held her as tightly as he could, vowing to never let anything come between them again. 

 

 

~Lets be us again~

 

 

 

 

 

 

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