As Carly made her way to the sound system a couple kissing caught her eye and her thoughts shifted to Jason. Then Johnny's words ran through her mind. Jason will kill me. She stopped in her tracks and turned around walking over to Luke.

L: Well Caroline, I thought you were gonna create a distraction.

C: So did I. I changed my mind. This is your club; you don't need my help running it. I am gonna go to your office for a little while. I need to clear my head.

L: Everything alright darlin?

C: Yeah.

Carly walks through the crowd and back into Luke's office. She closes the door and sinks down onto the couch.

C: Damit!

The tears started to well up in her eyes but she fought them back. She refused to give into this. So she made her way over to Luke's stereo and searched for a hard rocking song to get lost in.

C: Oh yeah this works.

She cranked the volume up and began pacing around the room. She still needed another outlet for all her frustration, so she began throwing punches and kicks into the air. She was so mad at herself. She felt like she was being torn in half. One part of her the survivor, independent part of her would have gone out there and the hell with everyone else she would have danced with Johnny and dealt with the fall out. The other part of her, the one that she was having trouble getting used to, knew that dancing with Johnny would hurt Jason, and that was one thing she never wanted to do. Things were always black and white for her before Jason came back into her life. She trained hard, worked hard and fought hard. She took care of herself and she survived; now she had Jason, someone she loved so much it was scarring her. The idea of loosing herself was what scared her the most.

Meanwhile out in the club Luke made his way over to a confused looking Johnny.

J: Where did Carly go?

L: She said something about needing to clear her head and went back to my office.

J: Well I have to say I am glad she didn't want to go through with her little plan. If Jason ever saw or found out he would have killed me and there would have been one hell of a fight between the two of them.

L: Well if I had to guess, I would say my feisty little niece realized just that. I think that our girl Carly is finding out that she is head over heels in love with Jason Morgan, and that is making her start to think for once.

Outside Jason and Francis pulled up to Luke's.

F: Wow what the hell is going on here tonight? This place is usually not this packed.

J: Whatever it is I am sure Carly is right in the middle of it.

The limo pulls up to the back and Francis and Jason get out of the back and enter Luke's.

Back in Luke's office Carly is starting to feel better, she had gotten her frustration out and now she was just dancing letting the music rush threw her.

Jason scans the crowd looking for Carly. He spots Johnny and Luke by the bar and walks over to them.

J: Hey where's Carly?

L: She's back in my office.

Jason studies Luke's face noticing a look of worry.

J: What aren't you telling me, is she okay, did something happen?

L: I think she is fine, she just said she wanted to clear her head for a little while.

Jason immediately starts heading for Luke's office concern filling him. He opens the door and finds Carly dancing to an extremely loud song. He smiles shaking his head, this was his woman, his Carly. He closed the door and just watched her. She was totally lost in the song. This usually meant something was bothering her, he wondered what had happened to make her come back here by herself, what did she need an escape from?

J: CARLY! (he yelled)

She spun around her face lighting up at the sight of him. She went over and turned off the stereo, then went over to him, flinging herself into his open arms and pulling him tightly to her as she buried her face into his neck, sighing at how good it felt to be in his arms. This was it, he was it for her and it hit her hard. She pulled back looking deeply into his eyes

J: Hi baby. Are you okay, did something happen?

She couldn't speak; she was frozen, captured by his ice blue eyes. She raised her hand and gently ran her fingers over his lips, staring at them. Then raising her eyes back to meet his, she tried to convey to him everything she was feeling.

C: I really missed you today.

Relief washed over him. He took her face in his hands smiling.

J: I've missed you too.

She pulled him into a hug again, not wanting to be out of his arms.

He whispered in her ear. J: So you gonna tell me what's going on?

She pulled away and began kissing him. Her kiss was slow and tender at first but then became lust filled and intense. They parted both gasping for air. Carly seductively smiled at him huskily whispering. C: Take me home.

Jason smiled touching her face. J: You got it. He holds out his hand to her, she gladly accepts. He wraps his arms around her shoulders protectively as they walk out into the club.

Jason spots Luke starting to approach them. He puts his hand out signaling to him to stop. He leads Carly out to the limo and they slide in. Jason tells the driver to take them back home.

Carly snuggles into Jason, as her head lies resting on his shoulder. They remain silent the entire way home. Jason wondering what is going through her mind, but thankful she is not pushing him away. They arrive at Harbor View Towers and Jason helps Carly out of the limo holding her hand as they walk in and take the elevator up.

J: Did something happen today Carly?

C: Yeah kinda.

J: You gonna share it with me? Carly looks up at him seeing the concern written all over his face. She reaches up cupping the side of his face and runs her thumb along his forehead trying to ease away his worry. She gives him a small smile.

C: Not here darlin.

They exit the elevator and enter the penthouse.

Jason stops briefly to give Marco instructions for the evening then turns spotting Carly sitting in one corner of the couch, looking deep in thought. He takes his jacket off and makes his way over to join her.

J: Hey. (he places a kiss on her forehead before sitting down next to her on the couch)

She smiles warmly at him. C: Hey yourself.

J: Carly you know you can always tell me anything.

C: Don't laugh okay?

J: I wont Carly.

C: I got so frustrated today, and a little bit scared.

J: What are you scared of baby?

C: I have never loved anyone like I love you Jason. I'm afraid I am beginning to loose myself, Jase. I'm already doing things I normally wouldn't do. God tonight I actually stopped to think before I jumped into the middle of something. Which as you know is not like me Jase.

J: I don't understand Carly?

C: I have become a survivor Jase. I've worked hard, trained hard and fought hard to become strong and to survive. In the process I shut myself down so to speak, to achieve that. I never let a man get close to me, cause I never wanted to deal with all the stuff that went along with it. Then you came back into my life. Now I have all these feelings spinning around inside me and they are new to me. I have never experienced this kind of thing before. I'm just afraid that I am gonna loose the 'me' that I have worked so hard to become. (she chuckles warmly) Do you know that I couldn't stop thinking about you all day long? I want to be with you and to be touching you every minute of the day. That SCARES me. I have never loved anyone like I love you. I would do anything for you Jason Morgan.

He lets out a sigh of relief as he tries to fight back the tears forming in his eyes. Her words cut into his heart; he knew exactly what she was feeling because he felt the same way. He moved closer to her and took her face in his hands.

J: God baby you mean everything to me. I understand how you feel, because I have never loved anyone like I love you. You are a part of me. You have my heart and my soul forever. Carly you are my whole world, and I would also do anything for you. I know this is new to both of us, but please don't ever be scared, because I will never break your love or trust in me, and I would never want you to change because of me. I love you as you are, I don't want you to change. (he leaned in and slowly kissed her tasting the tears that were falling from both of their eyes). He smiled at her as they both wiped the tears from each other's faces.

J: Lila once told me that everyone on this earth has a split-apart, someone who is their other half, someone that completes them. Most people spend their entire lives looking for their split-apart. I was blessed when you came into my life. You Caroline Spencer are my split-apart; you complete me in every sense of the word. I will love you till the end of time.

Carly propelled herself into his arms and they embraced tightly. C: I wish I could stay in your arms forever. J: You can, cause my arms were made to hold only you baby. They stayed holding each other for a while, until Jason whispered into her ear.

J: You said you were thinking about me all day?

C: I sure was.

J: Well I was also thinking about you all day and I have wanted to dance with you all day long. Dance with me baby?

She pulled away smiling at him. She leaned in to his face, brushing her lips against his while whispering. I would love to dance with you Jason Morgan.

Jason got up and walked over to the radio turning it on and searching for a song, he stopped the dial on one that sounded very familiar. He smiled and walked back over to her holding his had out. She reached out and grabbed his hand and he pulled her up and walked her over to the window, stopping along the way to turn the lights off, so that only the moonlight coming in from the large glass windows was illuminating them. She sank into his arms as they both wrapped their arms around each other's waists. As the song filled the room they held each other as tightly as they could and swayed to the music, getting lost in each other's touch and warmth.

The song ended and they stayed locked in each other's arms. C: So is dancing with me the only thing you though about doing with me today Mr. Morgan?

Jason grinned devilishly at her as he began to bite her bottom lip. J: Not by a long shot baby. C: Good. She smiled back at him and grabbed his hand and began leading him toward the stairs, to their room stopping only in passing to turn off the radio.

As they entered their room Jason quickly disposed of his shirt while Carly looked on in appreciation as he approached her.

J: You look beautiful Carly. I love this outfit on you.

C: You do huh?

Jason reached for her hips pulling her into him as he started to ravish her neck. J: Oh yeah.

C: So you think you could help me out of this beautiful outfit? Jason lifted his mouth from her neck quickly, eager to get her naked.

J: I think I could definitely be of some help in that department.

He slowly ran his hands up under her tight shirt feeling the warmth and silkiness of her skin under his touch. His hands pushed her shirt up as his hands ran over her breasts and shoulders discarding her shirt over her head and onto the floor. He stepped back taking in the sight of her in a skimpy demi-cut lavender lace bra that pushed her breast up and together.

J: Wow, you are so gorgeous. Carly smiled proudly listening to Jason's breathing become more rapid with every minute she knew she had achieved the effect she wanted. His hands quickly found her hips- but she pushed him away and walked over to the bed. She bent down revealing her voluptuous cleavage to him as she slowly shed her boots. He felt himself loose his breath momentarily as his erection strained against his jeans. She then put one leg up on the bed at a time and ran her hands up her calves pushing her pant legs up to remove her knife and then switched legs and removed her gun from the other leg. Jason shed his boots and jeans quickly while never taking his eyes off of her seductive movements.

C: Your way ahead of me Jase. She slowly starts to sway her hips from side to side teasingly as she slowly shimmies out of her pants, pushing them over her hips, then turning around as she bends over giving Jason a glimpse of her lavender thong as she slides her pants off over her calves, then steps out of them. She runs her hands up over the back of her thighs and butt as she stands and slowly turns facing Jason again.

Jason licks his lips as he admires his women standing before him in incredibly sexy lingerie.

J: Your bad Carly. She slinks over to him running her hands up his chest.

C: And you love it.

(he laughs) J: I sure do, don't ever change baby.

He grabs her hips thrusting her against him, as his mouth ravages hers. They fall backwards onto the bed with Carly landing on top of Jason. She pushes herself up so she is straddling his waist looking down on him. As she smiles brightly at him with her doe brown eyes sparkling at him she reaches around her back and unhooks her bra, letting her voluptuous breasts free. Jason sits up cradling her as he takes one of her nipples into his mouth and sucks and licks it till he feels it harden under his touch. He smiles as Carly's groans of pleasure fill his ears.

J: I was made to be your man baby, no one will ever make you feel this good.

His mouth moves over to her other breast showering it with the same attention. Carly's hands snake threw his hair to the back of his neck holding his mouth in place as he works his magic with his wonderful mouth.

C: God Jason, I have wanted this all day. Her words makes him smile, proud of himself for satisfying her wants.

J: What else do you want baby?

C: Jase.

J: Tell me Carly. What do you want baby?

Carly lifts her head back up so she is looking into his clear blue eyes. She tries to get her breathing under control long enough to speak. C: I want, I want you inside me Jase, so deep inside me. Please.

He flips her over so he is on top of her and runs his hands down over her hips removing her panties. She gasps at his quickness. His hands run up her thighs pushing her legs open making room for himself, then he sinks into her in one smooth thrust. He looses his breath and his head falls backward as her tightness grips him, sending chilling sensations throughout his entire body.

Carly starts moaning as he intensely moves in and out of her.

J: No one else Carly, no one else ever. (he pants out)

Carly meets each of his thrusts with the same intensity and strength. Soon they both climax together, sending each other over the edge as electric like charges scorched throughout their bodies. Their sweat soaked body's collapse against each other.

C: God Jase, you are beyond incredible. (Jason smiles inwardly proud of himself)

J: I love you Carly.

C: Mmmm I love you to darlin.

Jason rolled off of her onto his side propping himself up on his elbow facing her. He ran his hands up and down her torso.

J: We sure are something together.

C: Always have been.(she smiled touching his face)

J: Did you eat yet tonight? C: Not really, and I am starving. You gonna feed me?

J: Well I can order out, what do you have a taste for?

C: (she closes her eyes as if giving it deep thought) How about some pasta, oh and garlic bread with cheese, lots of cheese.

J: I could definitely do that. Let me go order it, I will be right back.

He leans in and gives her a quick kiss, before exiting the bed and throwing on a pair of jeans.

Carly sinks back into the pillow with a huge smile on her face. God she felt so completely satisfied, in every way. She had never had a man love her so completely and no one had ever been as accepting of her like Jason. She knew now that Jason would never try to change her and that she could just be herself with him, he loved her unconditionally and that was a feeling she wanted to last forever. Suddenly missing him she jumped out of bed grabbing his T-shirt and boxers throwing them on and heading downstairs to find her man.

She found him on the phone ordering dinner, his back to her. God that gorgeous muscular back of his, it drove her crazy with desire. She slinked up behind him running her hands over his back moving them around to his washboard abs, enjoying the feel of his muscles as they contracted from her touch. He turned around smiling at her. She began to kiss his chest, trying to purposely distract him. He faltered with his words as she continued torturing him.

J: (putting his had over the receiver) Do you want dessert?

Her face lit up. C: YES!

Jason smiled at her how excited she got. He returned to the order.

J: Also send us one of everything on your dessert menu. Okay thank you.

He hung up the phone. J: Your bad, trying to distract me like that.

She giggled pulling away from him. He reached out to grab her but she was too quick in escaping his grasp.

J: Hey where you going? You started something- I think you need to finish baby.

C: Oh you do huh? She began running away from him laughing.

Jason started chasing her around the couch, finally catching her from behind and lifting her right up off her feet. C: Hey no fair, put me down (she managed to get out between giggles).

J: Fair? (he begin kissing her neck)

Carrying her over to the couch he flopped down onto it, pulling her with him.

J: Nope, no way baby. Your all mine.

Carly squirmed around till she managed to turn herself her around to face him, his arms still holding her tightly against him.

C: Well I know I'm yours Jase. But if you let me up I will show you my big accomplishment today.

J: I need a kiss first, before your going anywhere.

C: Well were awfully demanding tonight aren't we? What if I don't want to kiss you?

(A hurt expression came over his face) J: You don't want to kiss me?

C: Oh please. (she rolled her eyes) Actually, I can't imagine a day that I would not die to kiss you darlin.

She leaned in biting his lower lip teasingly then began kissing him. He smiled into the kiss, happy at getting his way. She pulled back looking at the devilish grin on his face. She playfully slapped him.

C: You big faker (she giggled). Come on- let me up. I want to show you my works of art.

He reluctantly let her up, following her as she made her way over to her new computer equipment. She sat down and began pulling up the pictures on the screen for Jason to see.

J: Wow you sure got a lot of equipment here. You know how to work all this stuff?

C: Yeesss Jase!

He watched her in amazement as her fingers were working furiously over the keyboard; she never ceased to amaze him more and more each day.

C: Whoala! Take a look at these babies.

Jason moved around behind her to get a closer look. He was shocked, and impressed.

J: Holy shit! You did these? How- I mean can you do this anytime?

C: You like?

J: Their awesome. You are incredible. I can't believe how real they look.

C: I know right, that's the idea though. I had Johnny deliver these to all the newspapers and TV stations in town. I'm hoping they hit the streets tomorrow.

J: Elizabeth Webber had no idea who she was messing with when she crossed you. I bet she is going to freak out when she sees these.

C: That's my plan. That little girl needs to loose something important to her, like we did. It's only fair after all.

They were interrupted by a knock on the door.

J: Yeah.

Marco stuck his head in.

M: Foods here boss.

J: Thanks Marco bring it in.

Carly jumped up following Marco into the kitchen. C: I am so starving! Thanks Marco.

M: No problem Carly.

J: Its Ms. Spencer - Marco.

M: Sorry sir. I apologize, Ms. Spencer.

C: Actually, Jase would you mind if Marco just called me Carly? I would feel more comfortable, please.

J: If that's what you want that's fine. You can return to your post Marco.

M: Yes sir, good night.

C: Night Marco.

Once he left she turned to Jason. C: Your not pissed are you?

J: No, if you want the guys to call you Carly that's fine baby. Carly kissed him.

C: Thank you, I just feel funny being called Ms. Spencer. Come on lets eat.

She began digging threw the bags pulling out the food, while Jason got out some plates and silverware for them. C: God this smells so good! And look at these desserts oh my god Jase. I definitely have to get back on my training routine or Riley is going to kill me when he sees me. I've been such a slacker.

J: Oh please, your gorgeous and plus you've been getting plenty of exercise in other ways.

C: (she laughs) Well that is true, but somehow I don't think he will see it that way.

They sat down at began eating and talking about the days events.

J: Baby, I have to ask you something.

C: Go for it.

J: I'm not sure how I want to word this.

C: Just spill already.

J: I'm not really sure if I want you involved in this but I mean I know you can handle yourself, but I still don't want you put in danger unnecessarily.

C: Jase (she said annoyed at his beating around the bush) Cut to the chase then you can fill me in on the details okay.

J: Id like you to help me get to Sorel.

C: Sure no problem.

J: Just like that?

C: Yeah, Id help you with anything, you should know that Jase, I trust you.

J: It would mean you would have to get close to Sorel so that we can take him out. Actually Francis had suggested maybe you and Gia working together.

C: Well we could but how soon do you want this done? I mean I still need to get back to the club.

J: How soon are you going back? I mean I knew you would eventually be leaving, but I just don't want to be without you.

C: Well I talked to Gia today and we have got a big list waiting for another game, so they are waiting on me to get back there. I was thinking probably tomorrow night or the next day.

J: You know we are going to have to work something out, cause I cant be away from you.

C: I know and we will. I guess we will just be putting lots of miles on that jet of yours for awhile, till we figure things out.

J: Okay.

C: So what kind of time-table do you have in mind for Sorel? I mean I can get to him myself if you need it done right away, but if you have some time Gia and I are a great team and well the two of us together we can really kick ass.

J: I still have Francis and Johnny checking into his routine. I will have more answers tomorrow.

C: Just let me know how you want to play it darlin.

J: Thanks baby.

C: Your welcome. Now that is settled - how about some desert?

More Coming Soon.. I hope you liked this chapter, please let me know what you thought of it. Thanks for reading.

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