� POEMS �

� "All problems and painz is all inside, its about to explode. Becasue I cannot hide.. The Hell on what they say, but what they say seems to not go away.. They say Im going to have my special day, but it turned out to be a fucked up day.. I did everything to make everybody happy, but I guess its not enough.. I guess I'd rather see myself on a dust.. Tears fall so quick, so quick that I couldnt stop it falling from my cheecks.. Too many questions I have asked, and a lot of situation I thought Im not going to last.. Im just starting to learn and Im reaching out to you.. They always seem so angry no matter what I do.. I never thought my life is gonna be this way.. I've been trapped into unspoken words.. So now I gotta walk away..." �

� "When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see. If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me. I wish so much you wouldnt cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things we didnt get to say. I know how much you loved, as much as I loved you, and each time you think of me, I know you'll miss me too. But when tomorrow starts without me, pls try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready in heaven far above, and that I'd have to leave behind, all those I dearly love, but as I turned to walk away, a tearfell from my eye. For all my life, I'd always thought, I didnt want to die. I had so much to live for, so much yet left to do. It seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad. I thought of all the loved we shared, and all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, just even for a while, I'd say goodbye and kiss you and maybe see you smile..." �

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