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♥Tuesday, January 2nd 2007

New layout, I do like it, its different from what I usually make. But to be honest I liked the other one a whole lot better. Anyways, I hope everyone had a good christmas and new years. I didn't get anything from my parents for christmas lol. Oh well, I'm used to it by now, I've learned not to expect much from my family anymore. My new years was chill. I just stayed home and watched movies and read and stuff. I'm not much of a partier anymore, I got that out of my system after grade 9.

I've been sicker than ever lately. I got the forms to go for my blood test the other day, but my mom said not to go cause the blood test was only to check my hormone levels. And since my feeling nauseous all the time and having insomnia which prevents me from going to bed before 3am now, she thinks having a blood test to check my hormones is a waste of time. I overheard her on the phone to my doctor when she was requesting new forms for full blood work, and she asked him to test me for cancer as well. I'm not too sure how I feel about this yet. I guess there isnt much for me to worry about considering she was just asking to they could make sure I'm okay.

I remember last time I got tested for cancer. What a fucking waste of time that was. I have this lump in my neck that I've had for the longest time, and like 4 years ago it got so big it was protruding out my neck and it was quite painful. So my mom took me to my doctor and he sent me to some specialist to do a biopsy on the lump. So this doctor was a major tool okay. He's telling me he's gonna stab me in the neck with this fuckin needle to take a sample of the lump to be sent to the lab and tested. So after he stabbs me in the neck brutally with this needle and takes a sample, my mom asked him how acurate the test was. He told her it was only 10% accurate!! So a few weeks later we get a call from my doctor, and suprise suprise, they don't know what it is.

So as you can probably tell, I don't feel much like going to some doctor who seems to know what he's talking about when clearly he has no fucking clue. When I went to him again about being sick, he said it was my birth control pill. I didn't know the pill gives you insomnia but I'm not the one with the PHD here. So I was so excited that I knew what the problem was and I could correct it. So I stopped taking the pill like almost 2 months ago and I'm only getting worse. Before my insomnia sent me to bed at 1am, then 2am, now the earliest I can go to bed is like 3:30 or 4 am. The other day I went to bed at 5am!! So sorry Doc, doesn't seem like you know what your talkin about. Anyways, I better jet.
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This is my blog /aaerie, its named after the lingerie line by american eagle. /aaerie was created on August 28th 2006 as a personal blog for me, Courtney. There may be some offensive content here, if you don't like it, kindly leave.

♥girl Courtney, 17, female, grade 12, 5'11, hazel eyes, dark brown hair, libra, confident, loud, funny, outgoing, classy, likes shopping, tanning, nails, hair, pearls, dislikes snobs slobs, fakes, rumors and you :-).

♥loved <3 I decided to start fresh with my affies. If you want to be affies, just comment please!

♥currently Time: 10:09am
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Nothing
Wearing: Black velour track pants, navy AE sweater
Listening to: Christina Aguilera - Nobody Wants To Be Lonely
Feeling: depressed & sick
Browsing: Nothing
Chatting to: no one
Weather: 0� Celcius

♥calendar January 1st - New Years Day
January 6th - Parents Leave
January 8th - Back 2 School
January 13th - Parents Return


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